Oh Green Chai, you are beatiful, Green Chai ( Read more... )

wow, not feeling love for over 5 months and then having it smack in your face is pretty amazing; its been amazing to feel my body produce endorphines again; angela is too beatiful and too wonderful; oy! highschool is ending so soon and so much to do; it will be done in time with the blinking router and glowing cylinders of Western Digtal; have you ( Read more... )

oh your so beatiful Wolfgang... with your arragont letters and beatiful music, the Gran Partita was so fabulous to play, and Mr. Doherty came and Marc and Nathlie and even Angela came too!!! she's such a darling, elle est TRES mignonne it was so much fun to play Mozart tonight, and it went off so well, excpet for Pete being so damn out of town ( Read more... )

circling fog intrisik sunflower amongst that green leaf racing round the slow schools holding up lighters and lamps all in search of that enlightment but to no avail thanks to culture, what is it, do we need it are we in soceity or is it simply mememe? i can't remeber my dreams, all i know is they are disturbing and confusing; i can't sleep anymore ( Read more... )

what a few days..... and as i expected, i am sad now in leaving it; wed was full of sitting in amaizng amazing classes; talking to nathlie and spending time with Jenna (yay i missed her so much) thursday was one of the most surreal days of my life; more amazing classes, incredibly concert with amazing coposition (I've lost my mantra and Tibet is ( Read more... )

so i am in a nice little hotel in Valencia and tommorow will be amazing along with the rest of the week; first hand i get to see my new life; my arm looks as if i have been overdosing in herion; its not pretty, ill fix it though; as i always do and will! la vie c'est comme ci comme sa; mais c'est bien; both my mother and I agree that we can't ( Read more... )

i am so sick of being sick; gahh, clouds comming back, ho sun subdued; nice; i need to stop figthing with my mother, i thinking cooking and baking skills will be sufficent enough for next year; my car is too messy, on the road to Cal Arts in 48 hours; I am going to prom with Jill, SO FUCKING EXCITED, funny cause not usually excited for things like ( Read more... )

finally found a *decent* mic placement for my piano, its only taken 6 months; it is intrumental in making beatiful beatiful recordings of my bizare mind but this is much like a british comedy, lots of slap stic, dry wit, and stifled laughs; oh well the sun set provides pleasing to the eyes and ZigZag ciggerettes (remeber those? i belive i was ( Read more... )

providing the very very very bright mid 1980's yamaha was badly out of tune, it provided a decent instrument to perform on; captivation and drug use was all in order, acusations but this is a sober mind i tell you; much why i do not need nor care for them thanks or a rooted hatred for this crazy crazy mind; mark levine sets up hours of jazz piano ( Read more... )

this is pointless! how am i suppose to go to cal arts if i can't even play the fucking piano or write an intresting piece of music? it all sounds the fucking same *ohhh he plucks the strings* fuck! fuck fuck fuck! i can't stand this, the hot box girls are right, i do suck; suprising amount of wisdom for spoiled sluts; i will disapointe a lot of ( Read more... )