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[musicalactor]

I was just thinking...I really dont like who I am...like me and my personality and my actions and stuff. I dont want to have everyone think of me as one thing, and thats it. You probably know what I am talking about....but I dont know what to do..

Whatever!

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[go_msdee_go]

Just be you. That is all....and most assuredly enough. And I hope you grow to like "who you are"; I know I do!

Love,
Mama Dee

[musicalactor]

Well than you Mrs. D. YOu always make me feel better, and Im glad that you like me!
lol Thanks again! And I will take what you say to heart!

[themuffineater]

i def agree w/ mama dee. you're amazing the way you are right now, and as you get older and grow and change, i'm sure you'll still be amazing...even more so if it's possible. don't let a couple people get you down. you're wonderful!!
<3

[pent]

I do know what you're talking about, or at least I think I do, because I fight the same battle. And yet that one thing has even become a nickname for me from some of my closest friends. I don't say anything because I know they know there's more to me. It's true -- if you just do what you want to do, behave as your gut wants to behave (without all that interference from the self-consciousness part of the brain) then people will come to know you from your accomplishments instead. If, in fact, that has not already happened.

You know, maybe a lot of people in my high school only knew of me because of that one thing. And you know what? I don't care. Because they're high schoolers. And while they sat on their asses and pointed out the unimportant differences between people, I was going out and achieving things. And that'll show in the years to come. Hell, it already shows now.

[musicalactor]

Joel, you are amazing. I was so shocked when I looked at my email and it said you replyed. THat means a lot. Thank you for your words and I will take them to heart also. I do agree with what you said about highschoolers and stuff, because I feel that since I know these people too well and they know me, thats all they know! And Im just tired of them seeing only that, and nothing more. "then people will come to know you from your accomplishments instead. If, in fact, that has not already happened." I am sad because that has not happened yet, and I thought having good friends, it woul. But I mean I really dont care anymore, but I manily cause that is the only way my friends view me, and I hope I will feel the same way you do. I would really like to talk to you, because you are such a great person! Thanks again! call me sometime!

[_____m]

It is life and with living there should always be that eliment of evolution. Things seem hard right now, but soon they will get better. The only thing that really keeps our balance in this world is our ability to always move forward without ever finding complete resolve. There isn't a hapily ever after because there is always something to strive through. hope can be found in this. The more crap that one shuvles through, the stronger they get. These ideas of being confined by one aspect of your personality may or may not change. You just have to make sure that in all of your life, you be honest to what you believe. The people around you can and will change. Keep hope that when you go further into discovering yourself, your discoveries (the real you) can become obvious to others. It is life. So live. Actually take time to find out what else there is inside you so that you can better portray-better yet-share it with others.

[musicalactor]

Thanks sweetie! That means a lot! I cant wait till next week! I love you!

[_____m]

just dont let that one thing be all that defines you.
There is a lot more to the "Real you" that you don't even explore.
There is more to the real you than that one thing.
Do not change who you are to please others.
It is a crappy thing to do, trust me.

[musicalactor]

I know i shouldnt let that one thing define me, but it does, and that is what i am sick of. I feel like what i do or will do, nothing will matter because they do define me! I am not trying to change to please others, I want to change so I am more than one thing. Thank you for your words of wisdom, and I will take them to heart too!

[aarienmakil]

Trey,all that means is that you don't know who you really are yet and that means your normal. If any one our age knows exactly who they are and what they'll do then they are the ones who are abnormal. I don't like myself all that much either. . .all you need to do is find out who you are (this'll take time) and live the way you want to. Most likely this'llhappen whenyou go off to college. . .luve bud!!

[musicalactor]

Thanks Mer, I love you so much! I thank you for your comment. I understand what you are saying, and will take it to heart!

[aarienmakil]

in the word of our infamous ashley. . .*muah*!!