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Aug 22, 2005 03:13

I really hate the point I am at in my life. All I want to do is end everything. I dont like the position I am at with myself and life. Nothing is going the way I hope for. It seems like there is nothing else to work for, because I will end up just realizing there is nothing to get. I feel like I am and never will be good enough, in anything. I will ( Read more... )

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_____m August 22 2005, 11:48:39 UTC

I will reiterate what you always hear me say Trey,
"I'm not going to give you the 'AWW TREY I LOVE YOU!!111 ITS OK11!! YOU ARE THE BEST!1!1!1"

It is good that you are feeling. This is all a part of growing up. It may suck, but it is life, and it makes you better, stronger, and more real.

"You'll fight it,
and You'll make it through,
You can fake it,
if You have too,
And show up to work with a smile."
-Rilo Kiley

Welcome to the real world.

<3 Milo.

go_msdee_go August 22 2005, 11:57:14 UTC

Trey,
Sweetheart, God made you what you are and you are blessed in many ways. Please don't be so consumed with comparing yourself with others. Just do what you know to be your best in what you feel you are meant to do. You will find your place. Be faithful in that! You said in your post that "life is not supposed to be like this...". I find that one of the beauteous parts about life is that it is always changing. Be assured that, as bad as things can seem one day, they most often will be just the opposite the next. Hang in there, kiddo. And if you ever need a "grown up" ear, I am here.

Love,
Ms Dee

tuesdai August 22 2005, 17:38:41 UTC

i have no highly inspirational beautiful things to say, like milo and mrs. dee (they're so much better at words than me, haha) - all i can say is i totally feel you, honey, and i'll come see you as soon as i have a free weekend. <3<3<3<3<3<3 right now i've got seminars and stuff for my leadership organization, but i'll try! <3

The perverivial gloves are off.... anonymous August 22 2005, 19:19:28 UTC

Not only are they off, the're collecting dust from being off as long as they have been.

Trey, move on and move up. There's more to give and take in life. Just don't take more than you give. It's been said more than a million times and it will be said just as many times again: Once you're at the bottom, you've got no where to go but up. You are your own biggest critic, and therefore, you tend to over analyze everything you do. We all do it. And the truth is that people don't pay attention to every single thing you do. Worrying is good, just be careful not to let worrying take over your life!

There is only one way to stop feeling everything... that's to stop breathing. No body wants that!!!!! We all care about you too much. While feelings can bite like no bodies business when we're upset, they can make you feel like you're on top of the world. If we didn't feel bad sometimes, feeling good just wouldn't be the same. You know the difference, that's what counts. Just keep you're feelings in check and you'll be fine.

Re: The perverivial gloves are off.... musicalactor August 22 2005, 19:51:00 UTC

who is this? i would really like to know.

Re: The perverivial gloves are off.... _____m August 23 2005, 02:41:15 UTC

Once you're at the bottom, you've got no where to go but up.

don't lie to him.

Follow these instructions very carefully: fatsquirrel06 August 22 2005, 19:35:08 UTC

1) Make a list of all things you think are wrong with yourself.
I know this won't make you feel to great but stay with me here.

2) Go somewhere without people but open, like an empty parking lot.

3) Read Psalm 138:7 through Psalm 140

4) Burn the list.

This will make you feel so much better. Trust me, I did it last night and I feel so free.