I really hate the point I am at in my life. All I want to do is end everything. I dont like the position I am at with myself and life. Nothing is going the way I hope for. It seems like there is nothing else to work for, because I will end up just realizing there is nothing to get. I feel like I am and never will be good enough, in anything. I will ( Read more... )

OK well I would love some mail or anything...I know that sounds childish or needy, but it would be fun to look in the mailbox and find something in there ( Read more... )

Well I am in college...I am an official college student. I can not believe it, but it is pretty much awesome! Ive already been to walmart at 3 in the morning just because I can ( Read more... )

In less than a day...my whole life is going to change! I dont know how i feel?

Some things never change and its sad....I am so glad I am out of here in a few days...I hope I am moving to out of state after this year...Im pretty much ready to leave everyone and everybody...with a few exceptions ( Read more... )

Im updating on my new LAPTOP!!! God it feels so good to do this in my own bed on my own computer!!!

Well got back from Orlando last night, and let me tell you, it was AMAZING! IM GETTING SIGNED!!!!

The hotel was amazing, it was the Marriot World Hotel in Orlando...four different towers, over 20,000 rooms, ten pools, 5 hot tubs...just awesome!

Convention was SOO much fun, I did not want to leave. There were so many talented ande beautiful people ( Read more... )

I mean, what is it about me? Am I ugly? Is my personality bad? Am I just not a likeable person, or should I say dateable? I mean what is it? Why is it everytime I think something is going to happen, of course, it doesnt! I mean seriously, I wish people would stop saying how great of a person I am and all because it must not be true because if I was ( Read more... )

One week till I leave for Orlando!