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Ugly. Obese. Stupid. Not good enough. Asshole. Failure. Slut. Dumb bitch. Cause of my father's death.

These are all the things that my mother has said to me today...

Why have I not killed myself yet?

My mother decided to tell me I'm fucked up in the ER... great. I shouldn't be believing her, but for some reason I do.

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Thanks sweetie. But, didn't it hurt you leaving her? My sister is following in my footsteps. She's 10 years old and has already talked about suicide a couple times, and it scares me. My mother tears us down constantly, and now she's nearly made it so I have nowhere to go... she either wants me to live here without my sanity, or go to juvi because she thinks i'm "out of control". I can't leave Hannah here alone. She'll end up on drugs all the time, or an alcoholic, or something, ya know? It really worries me. My mom is a psycho. Anyway, thanks. I love you!!! Tres mucho. Call me sometime. 754-1632