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[musicaldreams]

Why don't I have close friends? Why can't I let go of everything and be open with my friends? Why do I want to live alone yet am lonely and wish I had company? I'm always the substitute. Is it my fault that I stay this way? Do I want to remain in the dark?

I wish I understood myself.

Comments

[veronia]

ugh, I can identify greatly with this...

[twenty_seven]

but hey - at least you served your purpose for 3.5 years!

[musicaldreams]

Grow up and move on.