I always feel alone and left out. Even when I'm in a large group of people, or surrounded by close friends, I feel disconected. Always, without fail. And my greatest fear, the act that truly makes my blood boil, is intentionally being left out or excluded by someone.
i hope that you find what you're looking for, even if its not what you think it is.
sometimes i wish i could make everything right for everyone, but that would be spreading myself too thin. it really hurts not being able to help everyone, and not being able to make everyone happy. and then when im selfless, i go insane.
can't everyone be happy for once?
just live for the things that make you happy, i suppose.
I sometimes hate everyone. Especially the people that I used to love with all my heart. They're all bastards for one reason or another. I keep it inside, because I couldn't bear having them know. So I smile at them, and talk to them normally, hoping they'll never know that I'm only smiling because I'm imagining them never talking to me again. I worry that I'll never find anyone that I can truly relate to. Someone that I'll actually like.
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sometimes i wish i could make everything right for everyone, but that would be spreading myself too thin. it really hurts not being able to help everyone, and not being able to make everyone happy. and then when im selfless, i go insane.
can't everyone be happy for once?
just live for the things that make you happy, i suppose.
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