ive been bumming around all day, i woke up at like 12:30 and watched fuse for a while then played my guitar and i dont feel liek doing anything cuz i got sunburned at the beach yesterday. i fell asleep in the sun without sunscreen on, and ms kathy woke me up and put me under an umbrella cuz she saw me getting red. i just fell asleep under the ( Read more... )

well boredom strikes once again. this is the fifth day in a row ive had to sleep on the couch (not that im complaining)cuz we keep havin visitors and i get to give up my room. they have to pick the messiest room in the house and it happens to be mine. so i get to clean it. so today i sorted through years or drawings, poetry and junk like that. ( Read more... )

its not fast enough ( Read more... )

somehow it isnt enough to just hear the music. usually it helps to just put the music on really loud and sit in my room for hours. somehow thats not enough anymore. i still cry. wait ( Read more... )

oh yeah, the metrocon was so great, but they didnt sell any pocky. those losers. but i got a lovely practice bokken and beat the shit outta my brother's bokken with it. i found out im not half bad with a sword. taylor finds that scary. well u know what i find scary? her with a giant boomerang. yep, we went as sango from inuyasha and had a lovely ( Read more... )

ok, maybe an online journal isnt such a good idea. I usually wouldnt keep a journal at all, cuz ive had bad experiences (brother reading it, friends sharin it, yeah. the works)So maybe its just best if i keep myself to myself. I really dont care for sharin my feelings with anyone else for a while, its not been turning out so good. so i guess its ( Read more... )

Im Just wastin away the summer.....and i dunno whats been happenin, but like, the second school gets out i start writin songs like theres no tomorrow. Heres my 8th one so far. Its one of my better ones that i wrote yesterday. Its called Everything ( Read more... )

im not gonna even go into details about today, but i feel like im the only one affected by things, and maybe i might be becoming more detatched from things, but i usually just listen to music or pick up my guitar when im angry or depressed like this. And now that i find myself in a situation where i cant do that, and i just wanna cry, i find myself ( Read more... )

Ok, wrote a song this weekend, its called: A Life For Me ( Read more... )

its an empty stare ( Read more... )