because Im drunk

[musicchic25]

Ive been thinkin alot and you know what.. i really dont get it but there was a point these past few days when I looked at you and knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. Then once again you pulled away from me and shut me out and now.. i dont know how to feel. I wish that this wasnt complicated and I really dont know why it is.. you

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[anonymous]

...so, I cried when I read this. I wasn't thinking clearly when I said that, I should have said that your heart and soul are mine as well. It's not just physical....I'm not like that.

I know you don't want to hear this, but, last night...I spent all night thinking about us. You might have not thought about me yesterday, but I thought about you all day and it was nice.

At what point did you realize that you wanted to spend the rest of your life with me?

You said that you would wait for me no matter what...that's nice but, don't do that. It hurts so much to say! What if someone better comes along and you miss it? I'm not the best thing out there, I promise you that. I have many flaws.

I don't know what scares me so much, it might be the fact that you do know me so well...maybe I'm just scared of getting hurt again like in my past and I'm just tryin to protect myself from it happening again.

...i don't know what it is and I can't figure it out.