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i've been feeling....lost as of late. maybe not lost, but more like...confused and stressed. the combination of my uncle's death, the stress from having to work on several projects at once, and the whole Summer thing, has been taking it's toll on me. i want all of this to be over. i want my uncle back. i want my projects to be done. i want to be ( Read more... ) -
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my uncle died at around 8:35pm on Tuesday, February 20, 2007. He was getting surgery, or something of the sort, and his organs...gave up. i know he was sedated when it happened. i hope that means he didn't feel any pain. unfortunately, i had a feeling this was going to happen. my only wish was that he didn't feel any pain. i don't really know what ( Read more... ) -
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i've been thinking about my life, recently. i mean, more so than usual. more specificly, my future. i've been thinking about what i would like to accomplish, where i would want to live, where i would want to work. i've been thinking about my future wife (should i find someone willing to marry me) and the life i would like to live w/ her. jamie got ( Read more... ) -
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i suppose it's time for my monthly update. i think this is going to be long, so here goes:
My uncle is dying. The last i heard, his blood has an infection that doctors cannot get rid of. he was on a dialasis(spelling?) machine and he's been getting his blood cleaned. but this past weekend, the machine stopped for less than a minute. the part of the ( Read more... ) -
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so, my uncle was transferred to the new hospital and was placed on the organ transplant list. the doctors say my uncle's blood pressure is rising, which is a good thing because that means his heart is working better. supposedly, he's going to get re-examined to see how his heart is doing, maybe take him off that machine and see how he does. and ( Read more... ) -
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so, i suppose it's time for an update ( Read more... ) -
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i'm up to my old habits again. i can't sleep. why does this happen? i'm not even tired, but i know i'm gonna be passing out in class. i've been awake since about 4pm yesterday. it's now 7:15 and there's no point in going to sleep, since i have class at 9. anyway, i dunno wtf is wrong with me. -
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sometimes i hate when i'm right. there are times when i hope to god i'm wrong. i know i'm right, but i want to be wrong. i have to admit, though, i kind of enjoy it when i say something like, "this is gonna be the worst vacation ever," and then someone says "no it's not. it'll be great. or even if it starts to suck, you can make it better. stop ( Read more... ) -
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so...I'm finally back in Miami. i flew clear across the United States, and half way across Florida, so i can spend New Years with Summer. but...she still wants to make things work w/ that jackass, Aurron. so, she doesn't want to hang out with me. oh well. seems like i'm spending this New Years alone, again. doesn't matter. won't be the first time ( Read more... )