So what is up this morning? Let’s bring out ALL of Jessica’s faults first thing. I swear this morning I woke up and Bennie just conviently couldn’t hear ANYTHING I was saying. I get to work and I get told about keeping clients to long…I swear! This is not good for my esteem at all. I feel like shit on top of that I worked last night and I’ve got to ( Read more... )

Well Saturday I learned how to shoot a gun. That was interesting. When I can get a usb cable and a charger for my camera I'll post the video and pictures. We went down to lake city (we=Bennie,My brothr Ben & Myself). Went to Osceola National Forest and shot Bennies guns I use to be terrified of the guns and I knew that in order for me to not be ( Read more... )

Well today is ok and its alot better nwo that they actually turned the A.c. on! ugh! My back and shoulders are in extreme pain but other than that im managing...took my candle lit bath last night and felt SO much better till the end of the night, then I was in pain again ( Read more... )

I really hope that I dont screw up this job. I am prone to do that.I don't think its' all my fault though.I believe my health has a HUGE part in it ( Read more... )

Im at a lost right now...everything is telling me that Bennies and mine relationship is coming to and end. Not on a bad level, its just not working out. We love each other but we have completely different plans with our lives. I would love to include him in mine but he wants to wonder on his own. Im not stopping him. It hurts. I dont want to break ( Read more... )

I get in trouble because I supposidly didnt keep track of my credit card reciepots. yeah i did.. I put them in an envelope underneath the drawer where it was safe and should've stayed. Jan HAD to move it and now I can't find it. I didnt touch it . I left it there so I wasnt carrying it around and I knew where it was , well it isnt there WTF!? I ( Read more... )

Study: Fellatio may significantly decrease the risk of breast cancer in women

http://www.murdzplace.com/CNN.htm
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I feel mroe depressed today than anything...still tired reguardless of how much sleep i do or dont get...I tried relaxing last night with some real nice tribal music and candles lit throughout the house. Work is still slow today...im just trying my best to not really talk to my morning co-workers...they bum me out...well one fo them does and shes ( Read more... )

Well Im not complaining but today is kind of slow, nto saying that it couldnt pick up later but right now its kind of nice, no reall nice the phoens havent been ringing and not too many people have come in. It's nice to kind of have a break from it all to sooth my headache in some sorts...I have to remember to call The American Cafe today to see if ( Read more... )

I'm so overstrung right now because I dont make enough money to pay all of my bills and it is really putting a hurt on me. Especially with the light bill coming up from when Danille was stating with me GAWD i DO NOT want to see that bill! I have to worry about finding another place to live and if Bennie and I are going to be finding a place ( Read more... )