Pain and Pleasure
Title: Pain and Pleasure
Author: Kei
Topic: love, smut, randomness, yaoi, love triangles, etc...
Rating: 17+
POV: Rei
Chapters: 05/??
That night she slept with me besides her like usual. We shared a kiss or two but no more than that. I watched as she slept peacefully in my arms. This goddess adored me but by not knowing what kind of person I was. How could she love me? I'm a disgusting, revolting being that's not even considered human. The sun rose as the hours had passed and not even a wink of sleep. Getting out of bed without disturbing was a challenge since she was the most lightest sleeper I've ever met. Finally, I'd managed to move away but right when I stood up I noticed her shuffling and watching me. I looked back at hre and smiled.
"Where are you going Rei?" She asked curiously as if I was going to disappear from her life forever.
Shrugging I answered, "To make a house call. We need room service for your appetite, chibi."
Right then her stomach growled as her face became bright red and she hid herself within the blankets. I sat back down and tried to yank away the sheets to see her cute, blushing face. She put up a fight but after a little bit of caressing she gave in. I held her tightly and laughed. She messed with my hair as I dialed and ordered food from the telephone next to the bed. After several minutes, the order had come up. They brought in tray after tray. Kai looked like she was enjoying herself at the same time sad.
"What's wrong?"
She looked up in confusion, "Why'd you order so much? It's like you were planning on serving fifty people rather than two."
Slightly a blush creeped up to my face but it was unnoticeable. I couldn't come to my senses and lie to her. "I didn't know what you'd like and when I read through everything I felt like you'd like everything." I edited but for the most part it was true.
She smiled and picked up a fork and took a strawberry and stuck it in her mouth and smiled. "You just had to ask, you know."
Answering with a shrug, my phone rang and I stood up and turned around to answer. It had been Lucifer, he had urgent news about our enemies knowing about Kai's existence. Panic arose in my chest and for a split second I couldn't remember how to breathe. My imagination rode wild and I couldn't stop myself from becoming overprotective but after a minute Lucifer snapped me back by telling me they didn't know of her features. They only knew of her existence but nothing of her appearance and would be on the look out for more clues on my mysterious lover. Anxiety still rested within my chest and my life seemed to be falling apart. After so long, I finally found someone I wanted to be with forever but it had been cruelly torn out by fate and no my heart shattered. I knew there was something I had to do and it was going to tear the both of us apart but if it were only me who knew what was going on then she had a life to live and would be able to move forward.
Hanging up, I felt myself trembling but show no sign of anything but even with my acting Kai knew something was wrong. It was written all over her face of sadness. It was like she knew that I would have to leave her in order to protect her and her family. Tears dwelled in her eyes as I stood up and immediately walked over and held her tightly within my arms. I knew I was going to have to make the last days with her the most memorable of all.
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As much as I wanted to spend my days with Kai in happiness and joy, our meetings were always cut short because of my work and Kai left with Lucifer. He was better in taking care of her by ten fold but didn't try to rub it in. He did his best to keep her safe and her naughty paws off of him although we all knew that if it weren't for the fact that she may be in danger, he would've jumped on her with any chance there was to take.
One day out of the rest, my glasses rested at the bridge of my nose as I read the documents for the next conference when an urgent call was made. My mobile vibrated in my pocket so I took a moment and rested my eyes, laying my glasses ontop of the documents and answering the phone.
"It's Rei. What do you need?"
It was Kai on the other line. She couldn't make out any words but her voice trembled and her emotions confused and shocked.
"What's wrong?!?! Did something happen?!?! I'll come and get you..."
Then the phone was passed before I had to chance to finish my sentence. Lucifer spoke, "You're losing time. They found her."
My heart rate rose as the moment I feared had come at last. I held in my emotions and wheeled myself in calmly. "How long?"
"I give you a week but no more. The best I would say is three days without them having any trace of her whereabouts."
"Fine. Bring her home. I'll be there in ten."
"Alright." He hung up shortly after as I tried to sort out my emotions.
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Lucifer had made it home before I even had time to realize what the hell was happening. He filled me in on what had happened my heart beat almost stopped when he told me about the gun pointed at Kai. It was only a moment but that was a moment closer to Kai's death and that's all the reason I needed to beat the shit out of the miserable pieces of nothing that threatened my love. Soon after everything, Kai had fainted as she handed Lucifer the phone and became unconcious for the most part.
I sat next to her as she slept on my bed silently and peacefully. If only every day and night were like the beautiful days we had back when they knew nothing about my love life. With the knowledge of her existence as well as her information and background they could easliy use her as a tool against me and that's something I could not tolerate no matter how much I want to release these feelings, she was chained onto my heart.
Her eyelids fluttered open and searched the room for me and finally layed eyes on me and immediately after she hugged me trembling. She cried as I wrapped my arms around her small figure and tried to comfort her. It was this day I almost lost her. A split second and everything I loved about this one beautiful girl would've been lost.
Why did you fall in love with a sinner, Kai? Why?