Pain and Pleasure
Title: Pain and Pleasure
Author: Kei
Topic: love, smut, randomness, yaoi, love triangles, etc...
Rating: 17+
POV: Rei
Chapters: 04/??
Every night -- when I am in the states -- I would sneak through Kai's window and sleep by her side, since she won't allow anything more than that. When she wakes up, I watch her fumble and studder while cuddling into me, then later realizing who I was, she jumps out of her bed. The same routine happened every time I snuck into her room. She jumps ou of bed and shouts, "Oh fuck!" Then immediately covers her mouth with her hand. I then hide myself real quickly before her dad arrived at her door. He then bursts in, frightening. "What's wrong, Kaida?" She then uneasily smiled at him and apologizes, making up an excuse on having a nightmare, as usual. Then he shakes his head and leaves her be. She slowly closes her door while I came out from my hiding place. This time was no different from every other time. I walked over to her, picked her up and took her back to the bed. She struggled -- as usual -- but everntually gives in when I placed my lips upon the nape of her neck. Her cheeks becoming a pale pink blush upon her beautiful cheeks. My lips traced its way down to her collar bone but went no further because I wanted to make her mine entirely before i made love to her. Oh, how much I wanted to feel her solft, smooth skin on mine, for us to be connected and have no end. I wanted to see the beast which lies beneath this tormenting beauty. I suddenly felt her arms wrap around me. I just lie on top of her and listened to her steady heart beat while she held me in her grasp.
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"Rei?" Her voice distracted me from the throughts that crept into my head while watching her.
"Yes, Kai." She turned her head and looked at me. She was lying on the floor, on her stomach.
She looked up at me with those eyes, she knew I couldn't resist. "I wanna go somewhere."
"Where would you like to go?" Her parents weren't home and weren't coming back until the day after tomorrow. So we had some time together.
"I don't know." She shrugged and looked straight at the TV, which we weren't exactly watching.
"Hmm... Well tell me when you have an idea."
"Well..."
"Yes?"
"Can we go to a rave?"
"Well..."
"Please." She stood up from her spot and came to sit on my lap, her legs fully exposed since she wore short shorts. She looked at me with those eyes again.
"Well... fine. We'll go but you have to stick next to me. Okay?"
She nodded happily and jumped off my lap and ran to her room, probably to get ready.
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She changed from a tank top and short shorts to a pair of designer skinny jeans, a Solis designed shirt, and a pair of black designer boots. It took all my strength to hold myself in control. I took my motorcycle keys and followed her out the door.
I held out the helt met to her while I sat down on my motorcycle. She held it in her hands for a while.
"Um..." I looked at her as she spoke up, "What about you?"
"I'm good. Hurry up and put it on." I started the engine as she sat behind me. "Hold on tight."
Her arms around me became tighter as we kicked off from the ground and rode off into the streets.
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We were halfway into the city when the skies grew darker. Once I've stopped, we had arrived in a rundown part of the city. The city streets were crowded with people and cars so I had to take a detour through the sidewalks. I set the motorcycle in a private place and carefully locked it. Kai took off the helmet and set it on the handles. I then took her hand and we made our way to the beginning of the line that was placed in the front entrance. The security guard allowed me to pass easily but gave Kai a hard time.
"She's with me." I looked at him and smiled, holding onto Kai's hand.
"Is that so, Rei-sama?"
"Yeah." I nodded with my response.
"It's been a while since the last time you've brought a girl here. You just usually meet them here."
"Yeah, well... that's all in the past."
"Well... I hope so... for her sake." He looked at Kai and then finally let us in.
We were making our way through the dance floor. Through the crowds the music blared through each body.
I tried shouting over the music, "Kai! Stay close to me! Okay?"
Right then, I felt her hand being jerked away from me. I looked back and I saw Kai being dragged by someone. I ran after them but the crowds were growing thicker while they were disappearing faster into them. I pushed through people and reached them before he ran out the door with Kai. When I reached them, Kai was on the floor and the guy was holding onto his hand which had a bite mark that had blood flowing out from it. She jumped up and ran behind me. Before the guy could make his escape, I punched him so hard that I knocked out some of his teeth. Then turned around and picked Kai up, slinging her body over my shoulder. Outside, I placed Kai on the motorcycle and placed the helmet in her hands. Immediately, I started the motor and drove off with Kai hanging onto me from behind. I drove toward the beachy area. I stopped and parked near the sandy area. I walked toward the sea -- disregarding Kai and leaving her behind with the motorcycle -- but stopped halfway toward the shoreline. Instead, i fell flat on my back and closed my eyes. After a few minutes, when I opened my eyes, I saw Kai staring down at me. She knelt right above me and was taring down into my eyes. Her beautiful brown hues captivated every muscle in my body. Her long, lusterious hair fell to my face slowly. I moved my hand up and gently touched her hair, bringing it to my lips and kissed it.
"Are you alright?"
She blinked and nodded.
"I'm sorry..."
"For what?"
"For not taking care of you. If your dad knew..."
"It was my fault."
"How? For being so devastatingly cute? or fun sized, chibi?" I looked up at her. "It's not your fault, Kai."
"Yeah, sure." She rolled her eyes and looked up at the sky which was filled with stars.
"Oi, chibi-tan. Don't worry." I sat up slowly and looked straight into her eyes. With my hand, I caressed her cheek. Beautiful. The envy of all lustful eyes. I brought myself closer, seeing Kai close her eyes. My lips were only a breath away but I stopped myself. I can't. I shouldn't. Then suddenly, I felt her lips on mine. She took the initiative while I sat there with my eyes wide open still trying to process what was going on. When I regained the details of my surroundings, I took my place and kissed her back. Fierce but filled with passion. The kiss went on for a long period of time. We broke apart a few times in order to replenish ourselves with oxygen but was always stopped halway by the others power for lust. I think this was the first time I've ever been so gentle and passtionate with someone. While we were both fighting for control, my hand took it's chance to venture through this wild beast. Her bare stomach was the first to meet the contact of my icy, cold hand then her back. Right when I felt like ripping off her clothes, she pushed me away and looked into my eyes. Inside, I felt terrible because I felt as if I had violated her but her eyes said no such thing. It only told me that I was taking a bit to far. I kissed her one last time before picking her up and taking her up to a hotel.
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We checked in. I thought it was best for us it we were to sleep in seperate rooms. For Kai's sake. Because of my the lust that filled my body, it would be hard for me to contain myself. But Kai looked at me disapprovingly. I asked for a presidential suite with two beds, that way we both got what we wanted.
Silence settled between the two of us as we walked up to our suite. As I opened the door and revealed a room that had glass as one side of the room instead of the regular windows. It allowed us to see the city lights as we sat or stood. I looked at Kai, who was already at the window and staring down at the city lights. I walked up to her.
"It's beautiful, isn't it?" Her voice was soft and a beautiful song that tempted me in every way.
"No, I know something that's much more beautiful than it." I said as I watched her reflection, looking out into the city.
She turned around and looked at me. "And, what's that?"
I put my hand on one side of her, against the glass. "You." My voice came out as a whisper as my lips came down on her ear and bit it gently.
She tried to move but I blocked the other side with my other arm. Then she looked up at me with the look in her eye that showed me the beauty in which I was living for.
I then leaned forward and placed my lips gently against hers. She didn't fight back, instead she kissed back and wrapped her arms around my neck. We kissed for a while. I could feel the warmth her mouth, when I finally realized that she had opened it to let me in. Through my lust I did not notice the action we had going on during the kiss. My beastly side had taken over. I felt my tongue roll over hers. Immediately, I pulled away, taking a few steps back.
"I'm gonna... go... take a shower." There I left, Kai standing with heat rising to her face. She didn't look sad or angry but somewhat happy.
I turned on the shower and drenched myself in cold water to wake me up with this was a dream. If it were a dream, curse it. My emotions are being played by my own subconcious. I then washed myself. I stayed in the restroom for a while, looking at my own reflection in the mirror that covered half the wall of the 100 ft wide bathroom. My turned on the faucet and washed my face to wake myself up just in case. Finally, after a few moments, I came out with my pants on and a bare chest. When I saw Kai's face, she looked like she had just seen a god.
She had been sitting, staring out into the city, with her head resting on the glass. When I came out her eyes went immeidately toward me. She even turned her whole body to see mine. Her jaw dropped.
"What's wrong, Kai?"
She shook her head violently.
"Oh come on. I know something's wrong. Is it because I don't have a shirt on? I'll go put one on."
"No! Don't!" Not only did it come from her mouth but it came out like a shout and a command.
I looked at her confused.
"Could I?"
I smiled and walked up to her. "Weird but alright."
She smiled and ran her hand down my bare chest. She marveled at what she saw. When I see myself in the mirror, I usually feel disgusted.
What makes her marvel at this horrid body that had commited many sins?
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Note from Author: So yeah. This is the fourth chapter of Pain and Pleasure. I was actually writing this in my classes. Don't laugh! XD I had nothing better to do in classes that make you sit there and read boring crap. As I have said before. It is based on a true story but nothing's in order or anything. The major events have happened. The minor ones, I just stuck in. If you're smart, you'll notice that it's based on one of my friends relationship with her boyfriend. From beginning to end. Well enjoy, until the next chapter. If you want to request anything, just hit the request button on the navigation -- on the sidebar. Encouragements are nice.
Author: Kei
Topic: love, smut, randomness, yaoi, love triangles, etc...
Rating: 17+
POV: Rei
Chapters: 04/??
Every night -- when I am in the states -- I would sneak through Kai's window and sleep by her side, since she won't allow anything more than that. When she wakes up, I watch her fumble and studder while cuddling into me, then later realizing who I was, she jumps out of her bed. The same routine happened every time I snuck into her room. She jumps ou of bed and shouts, "Oh fuck!" Then immediately covers her mouth with her hand. I then hide myself real quickly before her dad arrived at her door. He then bursts in, frightening. "What's wrong, Kaida?" She then uneasily smiled at him and apologizes, making up an excuse on having a nightmare, as usual. Then he shakes his head and leaves her be. She slowly closes her door while I came out from my hiding place. This time was no different from every other time. I walked over to her, picked her up and took her back to the bed. She struggled -- as usual -- but everntually gives in when I placed my lips upon the nape of her neck. Her cheeks becoming a pale pink blush upon her beautiful cheeks. My lips traced its way down to her collar bone but went no further because I wanted to make her mine entirely before i made love to her. Oh, how much I wanted to feel her solft, smooth skin on mine, for us to be connected and have no end. I wanted to see the beast which lies beneath this tormenting beauty. I suddenly felt her arms wrap around me. I just lie on top of her and listened to her steady heart beat while she held me in her grasp.
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"Rei?" Her voice distracted me from the throughts that crept into my head while watching her.
"Yes, Kai." She turned her head and looked at me. She was lying on the floor, on her stomach.
She looked up at me with those eyes, she knew I couldn't resist. "I wanna go somewhere."
"Where would you like to go?" Her parents weren't home and weren't coming back until the day after tomorrow. So we had some time together.
"I don't know." She shrugged and looked straight at the TV, which we weren't exactly watching.
"Hmm... Well tell me when you have an idea."
"Well..."
"Yes?"
"Can we go to a rave?"
"Well..."
"Please." She stood up from her spot and came to sit on my lap, her legs fully exposed since she wore short shorts. She looked at me with those eyes again.
"Well... fine. We'll go but you have to stick next to me. Okay?"
She nodded happily and jumped off my lap and ran to her room, probably to get ready.
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She changed from a tank top and short shorts to a pair of designer skinny jeans, a Solis designed shirt, and a pair of black designer boots. It took all my strength to hold myself in control. I took my motorcycle keys and followed her out the door.
I held out the helt met to her while I sat down on my motorcycle. She held it in her hands for a while.
"Um..." I looked at her as she spoke up, "What about you?"
"I'm good. Hurry up and put it on." I started the engine as she sat behind me. "Hold on tight."
Her arms around me became tighter as we kicked off from the ground and rode off into the streets.
________________
We were halfway into the city when the skies grew darker. Once I've stopped, we had arrived in a rundown part of the city. The city streets were crowded with people and cars so I had to take a detour through the sidewalks. I set the motorcycle in a private place and carefully locked it. Kai took off the helmet and set it on the handles. I then took her hand and we made our way to the beginning of the line that was placed in the front entrance. The security guard allowed me to pass easily but gave Kai a hard time.
"She's with me." I looked at him and smiled, holding onto Kai's hand.
"Is that so, Rei-sama?"
"Yeah." I nodded with my response.
"It's been a while since the last time you've brought a girl here. You just usually meet them here."
"Yeah, well... that's all in the past."
"Well... I hope so... for her sake." He looked at Kai and then finally let us in.
We were making our way through the dance floor. Through the crowds the music blared through each body.
I tried shouting over the music, "Kai! Stay close to me! Okay?"
Right then, I felt her hand being jerked away from me. I looked back and I saw Kai being dragged by someone. I ran after them but the crowds were growing thicker while they were disappearing faster into them. I pushed through people and reached them before he ran out the door with Kai. When I reached them, Kai was on the floor and the guy was holding onto his hand which had a bite mark that had blood flowing out from it. She jumped up and ran behind me. Before the guy could make his escape, I punched him so hard that I knocked out some of his teeth. Then turned around and picked Kai up, slinging her body over my shoulder. Outside, I placed Kai on the motorcycle and placed the helmet in her hands. Immediately, I started the motor and drove off with Kai hanging onto me from behind. I drove toward the beachy area. I stopped and parked near the sandy area. I walked toward the sea -- disregarding Kai and leaving her behind with the motorcycle -- but stopped halfway toward the shoreline. Instead, i fell flat on my back and closed my eyes. After a few minutes, when I opened my eyes, I saw Kai staring down at me. She knelt right above me and was taring down into my eyes. Her beautiful brown hues captivated every muscle in my body. Her long, lusterious hair fell to my face slowly. I moved my hand up and gently touched her hair, bringing it to my lips and kissed it.
"Are you alright?"
She blinked and nodded.
"I'm sorry..."
"For what?"
"For not taking care of you. If your dad knew..."
"It was my fault."
"How? For being so devastatingly cute? or fun sized, chibi?" I looked up at her. "It's not your fault, Kai."
"Yeah, sure." She rolled her eyes and looked up at the sky which was filled with stars.
"Oi, chibi-tan. Don't worry." I sat up slowly and looked straight into her eyes. With my hand, I caressed her cheek. Beautiful. The envy of all lustful eyes. I brought myself closer, seeing Kai close her eyes. My lips were only a breath away but I stopped myself. I can't. I shouldn't. Then suddenly, I felt her lips on mine. She took the initiative while I sat there with my eyes wide open still trying to process what was going on. When I regained the details of my surroundings, I took my place and kissed her back. Fierce but filled with passion. The kiss went on for a long period of time. We broke apart a few times in order to replenish ourselves with oxygen but was always stopped halway by the others power for lust. I think this was the first time I've ever been so gentle and passtionate with someone. While we were both fighting for control, my hand took it's chance to venture through this wild beast. Her bare stomach was the first to meet the contact of my icy, cold hand then her back. Right when I felt like ripping off her clothes, she pushed me away and looked into my eyes. Inside, I felt terrible because I felt as if I had violated her but her eyes said no such thing. It only told me that I was taking a bit to far. I kissed her one last time before picking her up and taking her up to a hotel.
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We checked in. I thought it was best for us it we were to sleep in seperate rooms. For Kai's sake. Because of my the lust that filled my body, it would be hard for me to contain myself. But Kai looked at me disapprovingly. I asked for a presidential suite with two beds, that way we both got what we wanted.
Silence settled between the two of us as we walked up to our suite. As I opened the door and revealed a room that had glass as one side of the room instead of the regular windows. It allowed us to see the city lights as we sat or stood. I looked at Kai, who was already at the window and staring down at the city lights. I walked up to her.
"It's beautiful, isn't it?" Her voice was soft and a beautiful song that tempted me in every way.
"No, I know something that's much more beautiful than it." I said as I watched her reflection, looking out into the city.
She turned around and looked at me. "And, what's that?"
I put my hand on one side of her, against the glass. "You." My voice came out as a whisper as my lips came down on her ear and bit it gently.
She tried to move but I blocked the other side with my other arm. Then she looked up at me with the look in her eye that showed me the beauty in which I was living for.
I then leaned forward and placed my lips gently against hers. She didn't fight back, instead she kissed back and wrapped her arms around my neck. We kissed for a while. I could feel the warmth her mouth, when I finally realized that she had opened it to let me in. Through my lust I did not notice the action we had going on during the kiss. My beastly side had taken over. I felt my tongue roll over hers. Immediately, I pulled away, taking a few steps back.
"I'm gonna... go... take a shower." There I left, Kai standing with heat rising to her face. She didn't look sad or angry but somewhat happy.
I turned on the shower and drenched myself in cold water to wake me up with this was a dream. If it were a dream, curse it. My emotions are being played by my own subconcious. I then washed myself. I stayed in the restroom for a while, looking at my own reflection in the mirror that covered half the wall of the 100 ft wide bathroom. My turned on the faucet and washed my face to wake myself up just in case. Finally, after a few moments, I came out with my pants on and a bare chest. When I saw Kai's face, she looked like she had just seen a god.
She had been sitting, staring out into the city, with her head resting on the glass. When I came out her eyes went immeidately toward me. She even turned her whole body to see mine. Her jaw dropped.
"What's wrong, Kai?"
She shook her head violently.
"Oh come on. I know something's wrong. Is it because I don't have a shirt on? I'll go put one on."
"No! Don't!" Not only did it come from her mouth but it came out like a shout and a command.
I looked at her confused.
"Could I?"
I smiled and walked up to her. "Weird but alright."
She smiled and ran her hand down my bare chest. She marveled at what she saw. When I see myself in the mirror, I usually feel disgusted.
What makes her marvel at this horrid body that had commited many sins?
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Note from Author: So yeah. This is the fourth chapter of Pain and Pleasure. I was actually writing this in my classes. Don't laugh! XD I had nothing better to do in classes that make you sit there and read boring crap. As I have said before. It is based on a true story but nothing's in order or anything. The major events have happened. The minor ones, I just stuck in. If you're smart, you'll notice that it's based on one of my friends relationship with her boyfriend. From beginning to end. Well enjoy, until the next chapter. If you want to request anything, just hit the request button on the navigation -- on the sidebar. Encouragements are nice.