♪ REGULAR PERSONALITY APPLICATION ♫
Name:Cynthia
Age:26
Gender:Female
First time or re-stamp?I'm a virgin on this boat!
Want to be stamped as male/female/don't care?Doesn't matter
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THE USUALS
Describe good qualities or strengths in your personality: Obsessive-Compulsive attention to detail. I'm really good at analyzing things, people, myself, concepts and keeping things in context and perspective. I'm also very creative, like not just art, writing, editing, music engineering, and every medium I get my hands on, but in life, practical applications, resourcefulness, diplomacy to some degree, when I just don't mind being hated, I love finding opportunities to McGuiver my way in and out of any situation. I treat others how I want to be treated.
How about bad traits or weaknesses? I don't do that...uh, planning thing very well. I'm not totally against following others, unless I have any reason not to, or find it difficult damn ADD, but giving direction and planning things out for a long enough timeline is not my forte. I can come off as pretty abrasive because I still make decisions and say things that people probably don't want or even really need to hear, because it's cruel and insensitive. I thrive a little bit too much on negative attention and can't always accept positive attention completely.
What are your musical talents? I'm a whiz at sound manipulation and have an excellent ear
And what other talents do you have? Are you an amateur-photographer, astrophysicist, or a brilliant cook? Go on, brag as much as you like! I'm a little bit of everything. Always recreating myself. ALWAYS CHANGING.
What are you afraid of? Being hateful or being perceived that way (I'm generally very used to being hated, but letting any of that get to me is not on my agenda), stagnation, absolutes, general oppression...
And what makes you happy? IDK, pick something, something new, plans working out, learning, maybe helping others, making people think, tricking people...
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THE HARD ONES
Think of a book or a movie you identify with or that you feel describes you somehow. Feel free to go into detail: Cat Wings a book series I read as kid about a family of cats where all the kittens were born with wings, because the mother always wanted to fly or something. Anyway, I relate to this because they go through quite a bit of hardships, others try to hurt or humiliate them, but all the while they simply fly off and are contented by their love for each other and their unique abilities.
What color or colors would you use to describe your personality to others? For one thing, I'd never limit myself to any one color, or even shade or hue, because there are millions within each and every single one has its place and those are constantly changing but I've always been fond of Pink: because it's a traditionally masculine color that is currently, imo, very misunderstood in today's culture. Plus it's another shade of red, which is a pretty cool color too, but belongs on the battlefield. I also like blues, yellows and greens. Orange and its hues is another, loud, expressive color.
About your social life: do you have many friends or just a few very close ones? Do you like parties, or prefer a quiet evening at home? Fall in love quickly or hardly ever at all? Tell us what you like: I make friends easily but I only have a few fairly close ones. I love parties, though my evenings at home are very rarely quiet. I don't know if I've ever been in love, love, but I tend to become fixated on people every once awhile and I suppose I do rush into things with my feelings a bit too soon.
Do you crave recognition and fame, or do you prefer to work behind the scenes? Behind the scenes is all I do because I don't have the talent for singing, or playing music (but then that doesn't really exempt anyone from rock stardom these days, does it?), but while recognition is nice for a job well done, I don't take it cheaply, and I'm almost certain I could never handle the price that such fame entails. So many people knowing or think they know so many of the intimate details of your life...Though I probably could. I've survived worse.
What causes, if any, are important to you (animal rights, fighting poverty etc)? While it's mostly about the music, I'd see myself as behaving as a social mediator between the classes, and a positive voice for the poor and disenfranchised. Not the source, mind you, I hope I don't come across as that arrogant, just someone trying to do their part not to perpetuate the status quo. I don't need a gold star. Credit doesn't matter to me either. I am only a voice because I have one, and I'd rather it be used for something good...more than entertainment.
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PREFERENCES
What kind of music do you usually listen to? (Bear in mind that artists often listen to all kinds of music and not only music similar to their own) A little bit of everything, honestly, and because my ego and mind are aligned, I tend to gravitate to music that evokes some sort of emotional and intellectual response -- though not necessarily emotional content.
What qualities do you admire in other people? They are there own person, they take responsibility for their own actions, don't blame others, or try to be like anyone else, they don't criticize others for just being who they are, doesn't take things or themselves too seriously..."because the last laugh is on you" -- it is also awesome if they get that reference or started singing it while reading this.
Filling out applications can make one hungry. What's your favorite kind of food? Little bit of everything, as I tend to only eat when I'm hungry and always try to find or make something different, but meat, cheese, grapes, celery, breads, pastas, leafy greens, roots, fresh fruit...I also enjoy snacking on pretzels, crackers and chocolate on occasion.
And what about the drinks? Water, rum, cola, juice, tea, sometimes coffee...I really don't care for caffeine, just sugar.
If you could travel anywhere in the world and you had to leave tomorrow morning, where would you go? My first thought was Tibet, because my first thought was "As far as fucking away as possible" but after pondering a bit more, I'd have to rationally explain "London", for reasons that are entirely my own.
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IF I WAS A RICH MAN
So you're a huge superstar now. Would you prefer to be in a band or do you fly solo? Probably a little of both. I'd probably start out solo but as more people got to know me and wanted to jam along, I can see joining or being part of a group...maybe not consistently, since I am and attract people as or more displaced than I am.
Give us a piece of lyrics from any song that you would accept in your repertory: It seems like blasphemy, but
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me
As every huge star, you also have the essentials that you MUST have in your dressing room, backstage. What are they:
I'd have to consider where I am and it'd be something of a mix of what would be appropriate and not so appropriate to request in that room. But generally, beverages for any of the guests, ice, a bunch of disposable cameras, and Lily Tomlin.
Do you like flamboyant performing costumes and big shows, or is music the main thing? I do like flamboyant performance, because to me that's as crucial to the music as the music itself, but as far as the size of the show, it doesn't really matter. A big show is less intimate and scary than a smaller crowd, but I don't really mind the fear.
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ONE OR THE OTHER
Are you more...
OUTGOING or SHY: Shy...maybe...for about the first five seconds of meeting anyone new...and sometimes that might be all you see of me
AGGRESSIVE or CALM: Calm, mostly, but I can be rustled, far too easily, tbh
LEADER or FOLLOWER: Either/or
THE ONE WITH NEW IDEAS or THE ONE TO COMBINE IDEAS: New ideas, odd, super strange out of this world, maybe a little polarizing ideas
THE LADIES MAN/FEMME FATALE or THE BOY/GIRL NEXT DOOR: I think I'd be a bundle of contradictions on that front...of many
THE PRANKSTER or THE SERIOUS ONE: Probably prankster, but occasionally I'll bring out some seriousness and SURPRISE THE HELL out of you
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