help...

[musiclikerain]

sometimes i want to just kick myself in the behind... gosh! i was so pumped after camp.. you know to witness to peole about the love of CHRIST and to live my life for HIM! but no.. i have to slip into my old sinful routine! what is wrong with me

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[dreamsiwanted]

if you ever need me, I will listen <3

[musiclikerain]

theenks

[sheik_yar_booti]

same

[musiclikerain]

once again.. theenks

[mourningrk]

This is something i struggle with so much. At camp I'm thinking about Christ constantly. It's all I do (well basically). We pray about 370492381 times a day, we sing about God, we have Bible study, blah blah blah the list goes on. And when I go home, I dont have the consistancy that I have at camp. I expect my relationship with Christ to be instantly perfect. But it doesnt happen. When that doesnt happen i am upset, and feel like I'm a "bad Christian" and end up making mistakes and losing faith. But what I need to realize is that growing with our faith isn't immediate, its continues forever. Its never going to be perfect, and we need to accept that. By trying our best and continuing to pray about it it will come together in the end.

But I think that having a Bible study will be great, and that is something that will definitely help throughout the school year.

Plus you have all sorts of friends who are loving and willing to pray with you (or for you) and talk if thats what you need.

<3 much love, a swen

[musiclikerain]

i lover you... thanks for listening to me poop to you these past few weeks (months?)