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[musiclyss]

I probably couldn't be any more textbook.
But that doesn't mean I feel like there is enough wrong with me to justify asking for help.

Failure and I don't go well together.

"Are you ok?"
"Yes."
No.

Why is a two letter word so difficult for me to say?
Don't admit defeat.

Beat it.
Control it.
Stop it.
Snap out of it.
Get with it.

Fuel it.

Comments

[grilledcheeese]

you're actively trying to beat it, which is respectable and more than a lot of people can say. i believe in you!

[word_s]

I kind of look at it this way.
What if we saw ourselves the way others saw us?
I mean, I think that's why it's hard to ask for help.
Because you are you and it's easy to undermine the seriousness of your situation.
It's easier to say that nothing's wrong, especially when you don't think the asker really cares to know the true answer.
But when I read this, I see a person who is depressed and I wish for peace for her.
If you were not you, if you were your friend, you would want her to be helped.
What you feel is reality. Don't deny it.
Hope things get better for you.