it seems that it has been almost a year since my last entry here on LJ. Much has happened to me since that monumentous posting. I was skimming through the previous postings to get that mental picture of where I was in my life and I can say with great certainty that my life has gotten quite a bit better. I have been at the same job now for nearly 1 ( Read more... )

Normally I try to update this thing every sunday; yesterday it slipped my mind so here I am keeping things in order (such as they are). Yesterday was a fine day the sun was out, it was about 80 and I spent a good part of the day with Scott and Guinn. We went to go and see Cars, the new Pixar film. I enjoyed the movie but I had a terrible headache ( Read more... )

Boy, each time I try to keep this thing updated something in my life prevents me from doing so. And for the few people that do read this please understand that I am not trying to keep you in the dark, it is simply other forces in the universe that are keeping me away. I had lost access to the internet for a while there and was unable to keep up on ( Read more... )

I spent a good part of today cleaning my kitchen, and I have to say that there gives me no greater satisfaction on this earth than that of a clean kitchen, bathroom, whatever. My chest gets a nice swelling of pride when I look and see that my labor has created something so germ free, and believe me if you knew who I lived with that would make a ( Read more... )

Well it seems that I am having a lot of trouble finding work. I was doing telemarketing and if any of you have done that you know how mentally challenging it can be to a person. The constant hang-ups, everyone saying "no" and crap like that. So the hunt is on for my next endevor. Thinking a lot about moving on and just where that will take me. That ( Read more... )

well you know I figured since I have the time I am going to get this out of the way now rather than later tonight. Besides I could use the break from cleaning my room. Living with Jim is helping me become more of a clean freak, that guy is so fucking messy. He is the appitamy of a pig. Today I said I was going to clean the house and he wanted me to ( Read more... )

Many of us spend our lives just walking the steps, going to work getting a paycheck and meeting the necessary requirements like paying the rent, getting food to live, and, if we can, get ourselves out of debt. I can safely say that most of my life has been lived in a bit of a cloud, never sure what the hell I want to do with my life. Once upon a ( Read more... )

Many things go through my mind each and every day I am allowed to live. I don't think it is like other people who only have their daily lives to contend with, thinking of when the gas bill is due or what time they are supposed to be going on their dates that evening. Everything I see everyday is processed through my brain and spewed onto paper in ( Read more... )

Well today is the only day I have off during the week, and yes I do have to work tomorrow even though it is a holliday (presidents day) and even though I don't like the job I have to pay my rent somehow. But I am getting sidetracked. Early in my day I spent watching Childs Play and having some coffee, surfing the net, the normal things one does on ( Read more... )

So first off I am a day late in writing my journal because someone's fucking computer was not working right(thanks Jim) In any case I was finally able to land myself a job so as to not be homeless and pay next months rent (March) I do have to say though I really hate telemarketing. I thought I would be through with it when I left Statewide, I didn' ( Read more... )