Whats really going on inside

[musicman331]

i feel the most guilty i've ever felt before i feel like i deserted kaila when she needed it most i'm suppose to be there for her and i wasn't i feel more guilty then words can explain if i had only tried harder or stayed home or somthing i feel like i failed her as a freind i don't know how yo explain it i just feel i should have protected her

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[banana12339]

Thing happend for the best, maybe this whole thing happend for a reason. People hurt all the time and it was just my turn, it was my fault anyway so not much to do about it.you guys had a good time and really thats all i care about now, i still stand behind my beleifs becasue of my own reasons. But ive forgotten about it cause it hurts more trying to get out my point then just leaving it as it is.
Ricky your my bestfriend, nothing will change that.
so..."take it easy" :)

p.s. You should of came to me if you felt like this, i am here you know, always will be
~kaila-rose

[musicman331]

your my hero