best friday the 13th ever. pictures and an update, or at least an update to come soon. pictures on facebook soon

i have the opportunity to do exactly what i want with my life for twoish weeks in march to show just what i've got and get my foot in the door, and i had to turn it down because apparently my priorities are so engraved into my head that school comes first and i can't stand feeling guilty. i will regret this, i know i will. it would have been so ( Read more... )

i'm sick of being the one to care more. i try caring and being there for everyone and it's not recepted well apparently. i'm sick of trying and getting nothing; my heart's too big for everyone but myself and i wish other people would cooperate.

this is a load of nothing for everyone. ignore this.

today doesnt feel right. im really confused and worried and i dont like it one bit.

and i wouldnt have it any other way

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the kiros show last night was really great. tons of hangs, guestlisted for getting them 'zoners' and wendys. reunited with paris after a year and a half. i loved it, there was way too much fun to be had that i cant even list right now. i guess that video kind of gives the impression for the night....and i ( Read more... )

i have a playlist for any and every show i'm going to, but i can't seem to make playlists to match my mood ever. random point of the day. i also can't stop drinking crystal light pink lemonade and eating the 100 calories swiss cake rolls and boca burgers. i'm addicted. i think i've almost got my hair exactly how i want it, just little things need ( Read more... )

no exciting new years post. if you want pictures, they're on facebook.
i feel helpless, and i don't know what i can do to change that. i wish there was something i could do because knowing you're going through this is breaking my heart.

( another '08 survey because i'm bored )

( 9 days til 2009!! )

the epic week of december started out awesomely. i actually knew most of my perspectives final. i found out i have a b in that class before the final grade is inputted, and i got a 75 on my paper i bullshitted in an hour the morning it was due the day after the charlotte cobra show!!!!!! and i made almost $200 back for my text books and i didn't ( Read more... )