it seriously feels like he fucking ripped out my heart and stomped on it. with golf shoes. why do people do shit like this? especially to me? i know im not perfect. im know im not always easy to be around...but ive never...EVER done anything bad to him. ever ( Read more... )

yea so me and teri went shopping today, and on our way out, i asked if we could look at dresses to get an idea of what i wanted to get for the Christmas dance. i found this GORGEOUS dark blue dress. oh my gosh. i wanted it soooo bad, but it was strapless and didnt fit right in the chest, and it was the ONLY size they had in that style. but it was ( Read more... )

well. tonight was pretty odd i must say. at school i was super pissed off at just about everyone. some more than others. i was pissed off more at the people who i actually had a reason to be pissed off at. but yea ( Read more... )

yea. so i am offically extremely pissed and disappointed. i REALLY wanted to go to the crackjaw show in flint tonight, because before, i figured i wouldnt be able to, so i told tom that i probly wasnt going, and then there was a little hope that tiffany might be able to take me, but she didnt wanna risk getting in trouble so she said no. i really ( Read more... )

so on like tuesday or wednesday i came up with the best weekend ever for this weekend. sadly, none of it will go through in any way shape or form ( Read more... )

yea. so im not sure. but i think im kinda into him again. which is super super stupid. or maybe i just miss him since i havent talked to/hung out with him in forever. i dont know. but lately, like, the past week or so...ive been thinking about him alot and i always look for him in the halls or whatever. arg ( Read more... )

every day, i pass someone who for some time i considered to be a good friend in the hall at least twice, and sometimes even three or four times. hes someone that i thought knew and understood me fairly well, considering the short amount of time we've known eachother. i felt that i could tell him quite a bit, even when i was mad at him. but every ( Read more... )

TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY!!! =)

everyone should leave me comments/messages here, on myspace, and on AIM to make me super happy and make me feel special! lol, cuz that would be super uber amazing of you!

....im excited, can you tell?

i can think of a birthday present that i could get from one specific ( Read more... )

The Exorcism of Emily Rose=absolutely AMAZING movie. i really really liked it alot. me and matt pierce went to see it tonight and it was sooo freaking good. it wasnt what i expected at all really. i would recommend it to anybody, and i cannot wait til it comes out on dvd so i can buy it. honestly ( Read more... )

somehow it just figures that as soon as i start to like someone, a few weeks later i find out that he likes someone else, and even if he didnt, he apparently is way out of my league because hes "popular" and a "jock". and now the person he likes, knows that he likes her, and i think they're going out now. just so happens that shes one of my friends ( Read more... )