I was at Woodbridge today, and found out that JC Penney is hiring for Loss Prevention. I met the manager, and I filled out the application. Hopefully I get an interview, but as always, I will not hold my breath. While I was at Woodbridge, I went into Gamestop, and reserved GTA: Liberty City Stories for ps2. It's only $20, and today was the last ( Read more... )

I went to Toys R Us today about my application I sent in on the 21st. Some girl said that they will get back to me, but I'll have to see it to believe it. It's probably bullshit, since it always is. I'm almost ready to inject synthol into my muscles, paint my skin green, and hulk out in the next store that doesn't at least give me a chance to go ( Read more... )

The emo thing doesn't seem to work for me. At least not for long-term. I'm so up-and-down with my mood. One minute I'm emo and feel so empty, and the next minute I'm happy and feel so lively. And who am I kidding? I could never end my pathetic existence. Well, not in the way anyone thinks. No matter how bad life gets, suicide is never worth ( Read more... )

I feel so empty inside...

Something recently came to my attention in the family, and I'm really worried. It's not expected to be anything serious, but if it does turn out to be serious, I will seriously go crazy. I don't feel like explaining, because I don't feel like talking about it. I'm extremely worried. This worry is eating away at me...

I gave in yet another job application today. Hopefully they'll call me for an interview soon. I'd love to do truck receiving. I'll definitely take a morning stockers position, but much rather do something in receiving. At least there I can lift plenty of stuff off the trucks, and not have to deal with customers ( Read more... )

After dropping Royce off tonight, I went to the park again to sit on one of the high structures, listening to sad music and gazing into the skies while introspecting. Only tonight, a stupid cop came around and ruined my introspection. At first I hid in the slide when he drove by. Then he went into the parking lot, and I jetted into the dark ( Read more... )

I'm going to an open casting call this morning for the show "Deal Or No Deal" with Jamie. Hmmm, might as well give this casting call a try. Ya never know. I'm tired as fuck. Got only like 3 - 4 hours of sleep. Oh well, w/e.

I'll be back sometime after 1pm. Wish me luck.

Tonight, I found out something shocking of my family history. Something concerning my grandfather from my father's side. My whole family knew, except for me. A particular conversation came up, and my brother mentioned it. I just can't believe I was the last to know. I can't believe nobody thought enough to tell me. My parents thought they ( Read more... )

After hanging out tonight, I went to a park and just sat on one of the high structures in the playground. I gazed out into the sky while listening to sad music and deeply contemplating about life. It was so amazing and sad. It was such a nice night out. I must do that again soon. Then it felt so surreal when walking back to my vehicle on these ( Read more... )