Today was a wonderful way to end my summer. Honestly...as simple as it was...it couldnt have been any better.

Hm but as of now i need 40 dolla right away. so if anyone has any suggestions. im willing to take them into consideration...

no regrets bitches.

this was a good summer. different but good. fuck the changes that happen. im glad they did.
this is the last non school night and the only thing that matters is that im pretty fuckin satisfied.
oh a jade darling. although it took three hours (oy!) i had a mahvelous time and your hair looks superb.so im good. im set. im happy ( Read more... )

people. i have a mosquito bite on my butt. will someone be a dear and itch it for me?

well...

almost getting us killed...being in almost luddington...amanda being our savior...wesco...blue bandana boi...gordys...ice cream place...stripping in gordys...

hm i think thats it.

interesting vacation i guess. but i should have just not said anythign the last night. but whattever.

im glad im home... hahahah

"Yeah i think i want a Dingy"
::short pause::
"the boat i mean.."

(jade youre such a weird kid)

so this weekend was awesome
me and jade had good talks and i feel so much better about myself now. and now i know that im not crazy. and if i am... jades crazy too.

now its back to the daily routine.
fuck.

i cant wait to leave again. and then come back...and leave again...it's nice to be away from walled lake and its wonderful inhabitants. yeah well.

goodbye everybody...

ive run myself ragged making dumb excuses and feeling like a shit head. ive had all day to sit here and think about it justyfying to myself. but whatever. this is so gay. some people in this world are just really manipulative and naeive and pussies... and its shitty that im this dumb ( Read more... )

todays schedule...

1-3pm nap
3-4pm eat
4-5pm math tutor
5-6pm eat again
6-7pm nap
7-8pm pom meeting

someone save me please.

i like to walk down the street
with people lookin at my feet
sayin "damn homie those shoes are sweet!"

I'm left with the option to stand on my own two feet. And for the first time in my life i actually feel lost and oh so confused.

like my mom said..."its never going to be easy staying true to yourself, but if youre as strong as you think you are, this is where you need to prove yourslef to be true"

god my mother's smart.