Making up for all that silence

Dec 14, 2007 20:42

I fear I am a victim of human nature's saddest follies. Everything that I don't have is always better than that which I do; the past was always a little bit sweeter than the present; nothing ever really hurt as much as it hurts now; those things I know are doomed to fail could work out, maybe, right? I always, always imagine that in a different ( Read more... )

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sarairenerose December 15 2007, 09:11:27 UTC
I just... you write so wonderfully.
And I know that it's not the most positive entry, but, just reading your words, they make me happy. And we will definitely hang out before you go back, and we can do whatever you want, bowling and lunch sounds awesome. And, although I hope not to be at Trader Joe's in Paramus by next summer anymore, but IF I am, and you choose to work there again, I would be ever so happy to work with you again. I miss you Banana, I really do. Jesse and I talk about how cool you were all the time. I think we were both sad we missed you at work.

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anirameg December 15 2007, 14:50:36 UTC
The problem isn't you in all your entirety. It's just the small part of you, the dissatisfaction, the... well, greed maybe? Happiness is a hard thing to cling too, especially if you're not entirely sure what it is. It's made out to be this perfect feeling of contentment with every single thing in your life... but it's not. You can be happy in the middle of nowhere with nowhere to go. A lot of it does have to do with having things to look forward to, I won't lie about that, but you have spring! And summer! And a lot of it has to do with not being alone, no doubt, but you have the comment above me and the potential of 6 billion people on earth! I am sure you can think of things that you have to look forward to and even more, things in your life right this second that are worth being happy about. Cheesy as it is, maybe make a list ( ... )

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