A little more self-reflection

[mustibeoriginal]

My sadness is not a sadness of fact, but a sadness of possibility. It is not really circumstance that weighs on my soul, but instead the heavy burden of limited possibility. I am plagued, constantly, by this overwhelming sense that the world is my oyster, and a strangling fear that I am throwing it all, all away

Comments

[anirameg]

Wow you sound like me. I write a lot about this type of shit in my written journal. How I'm trying to control life, but I don't actually know anything about it and how I have no clue what I want or what is possible... And always in the end I resolve to go with the flow, which is such a paradox because you can't resolve to stop resolving... or something.

Anyways, I empathize somewhat, I guess, is the point...

[sunquistadora]

I think it sounds like a most excellent new Year's resolution and I think you can do it.