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[mustxnotxeat]

cut at work today in the toilets.

great day.

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[henneybuggyband]

Oh, hun *hugs*
Why did you feel like you needed to cut?
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[mustxnotxeat]

Because Id b/p allllll day, and its like... okay great - its monday again to do this all over again until the weekend when i seem to lose coz i barely eat - im too busy shopping and seeing friends and stuff whereas as work i get bored so all i do is b/p y'no?

its fustrating knowing iv got such a routine which i dont even want :( i cant physically b/p anymore..physically and mentally killing me yet.. i cant stop.

I can't believe I used to eat 23 cals a day with no probs.. now my willpower is shit :(

sigh xxxx

[henneybuggyband]

Ah babes I completley understand what you mean. It's horrible, isn't it, being stuck in this situation?

Just stay strong and as safe as possible, hun. If you feel the need to cut, you're always welcome to call/text/msg me, you know? :)
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[mustxnotxeat]

Thank you hun :) means so much!

Where you from again? xx