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[mutablefires]

:chills form down my spine, tears begin to well:: I've come to a point where I believe I either think too much or not enough, both are prevalent to my life at the moment. Have you ever been afraid of never finding true love, or messing up once you've found it. Sometimes I wish I had more wisdom and I knew what my decisions would do to me and

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[1truedreamer]

wow. I may not know you, but I understood what you were saying in that entry.

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[sillylili25]

I'm not too sure if this makes you feel any better, it's not meant to do that, I want you to know you're not alone. Right now I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes knowing that what you write is true. And it kills me to know that I feel the same way. It hurts almost as bad as knowing that someone I care for so much feels this way too. We are put in these situations every day of our lives, we try not to conform but then realize the only way to get noticed, when really deep down its what we want, is to in fact conform. And I hate it, I hate every bit of it. I hate crying myself to sleep all too often because I wasn't noticed when I wore a little make up, and when I realized I have to wear a sweater to cover up my insecurities. And it kills me to know that one of my dearest friends at the momnet is put upon by the unknowing public. It kills me to know that this world we're living in, hurts us so and yet we carrying on with smiles on our faces that hide the pain. I too wish I could escape from this dreadful place, this place where it

[bravenewlife]

Kara, I'm still here, not dead. And I know you're leaving soon, but seriously, don't hesitate to call me. You'll always be my surrogate little sister---don't let distance get in the way of that. Let's take advantage of this time we have right now, where we can talk face to face. I'll be here...

-Cela

[hammerslammer]

shut up, just shut up. you had me at hello.

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[biggestwookie]

Hey Kara, it's Evans. Just getting acquainted with this site (adding friends as though I have some...) and I found your thingy here. I need to respond, but as dumb and insincere as it might sound, you know I am not going to tell you any BS. Your sincerity is one of the best parts of your Karaness. You're a very insightful, intelligent girl, and you have to be careful with how much you rely on the opinions of others. People who don't understand you are potentially very dangerous to your psyche because they don't know the kind of damage that they do to you when they say stupid shallow garbage. You are obviously thinking on a much deeper level than many people in High School. You have already obviously found that most people at Northeast just aren't on the same page as you, but that doesn't mean that you will never find somebody. There is such a broad spectrum of maturity levels in high school students that most of the students will not have someone on the same level. It would be a very rare thing for you to find "the one" for