me and brandon are going out YAY .. you dont even know how happy i am !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

good christ im busy flipping out :D

so happy god !!!!!!!!!

morning : woke up went to school walked out of my way 4 times so i could walk by brandon LOL * hey i had to get stuff down stairs why not ?!* ANYWAYS yeah ( Read more... )

OK this entry is about brandon .. BRANDON yep def. a sexy one  haha ..........

yeah well for most of the ppl that arent in my 4 period computer computer class ........

or my friends that no longer attend farmington high school and havent witnessed how blatently obvious it is that i have a madd crush on this kid .. well NOW u know haha yea i want ( Read more... )

BOOOO ! muhahaha i bet i scared you didnt I ?!?! hehe wow yet again im in a good mood and i Know why .. eeeek i have such a major crush on this guy and and im getting over bryan faster by the minute .. w00t haha yeah anyways now that i have had my hyper moment let me tell ya'll bout' muh day ( Read more... )

OK wow im allways so happy when i write in here and then i talk to my ex and its ruined i need to forget about him he still loves me as he claims we would be going out and he wouldent play the games he plays i want some one new .. some one who isnt going to break my heart .. wtf i hate realtionships .. but yeah i have my eye on some one ( Read more... )

OK in such a better mood lately I really enjoyed school today .. Im part of this thing called project alternitive it is wicked awesome .. yip yip i actually smilled today not .. only did i smile i laughed to i was wtf sweet i can function as a normal human again woot .. lol yeah uhm so I'm feeling better not only cos i had a three day week tehehehe ( Read more... )

OK well yeah lets start with thursday night .. me and my now ex boy friend were talking .. and yeah you know what happend .. i know i should be getting over him and i am i mean i am really trying and its working but it sucks at night i sit and think about it and when i see couples walking around i think about what we used to do .. i need to know if ( Read more... )

i had a wonderful weekend went to my anuties weekend .. and i guess im getting better right now im suppose to be getting ready for school .. but yeah i dont wanna go ... when i get home im going to sleep im so gfreakin tired .......

<3

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why ?

just fucking DIE ....

I cant sleep .. Cant think ..will this make sence later ? cos i cant tell the difference from reality or dreams .. its all meshed together i half expect to wake up .. in my parents home a little girl again when things were perfect .. when my mom still loved me .. playing wit my toys and singing songs .. when i was inocent and so was the world .. ( Read more... )