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[mutedmonologue]

hey friendlings :)

first of all, veh veh happeh birfday to gingertabby and a super duper cookielicious birthday to dancinqt742 as i love you both squillions

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[blueberryfairy]

the saddest thing i ever saw was this masive rugby player crying at the hospital when my brother was lyin in the bed. tht wos when i realised tht is wos real, and no fuckin god could help him.
i hate tht memory. i dont even no y im sayin tht, but ur post reminded me. seein ppl cry sucks dick. crying sucks dick too.
*hugs you*
tinkxx

[mutedmonologue]

i remember the morning they called us at 5am to tell us that my grandma had gotten worse in the night. we were at the hospital by 6 and i remember it being just like a nightmare - floating through this silent hospital and as we walked, people stopped, turned and stared because they knew why we were there so early, knew why our faces were ashen.

and walking through the ward. nurses stopped what they were doing, turned and watched us walk towards the bed with the curtains drawn around it.

i was willing her to be okay so hard it felt like it was going to explode through my chest and shower everyone with every single heartbeat. it was twelve hours before the worst happened. that's a lot of painful heartbeats.

the last time she opened her eyes, she looked at me, smiled slightly, pointed to her eye, then her heart, then at me, and closed her eyes again

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[blueberryfairy]

i was in ireland when my brother got sick, the last memorys i have of him was him lyin in a bed wit the colour draining from his face, cus ther wos nothin neone cud do, jus turn off the machine.

[a_is_4_abortion]

i'm sorry muffinlicious.
text me or something.

i hope everyone is okay.
love you HUGELY.

[mutedmonologue]

if i could figure out the damn usa code i would!

do you know?

i love you more ;x

[dancinqt742]

thank u for the birthday wish, my love, it means alot to me =D

i'm so sorry to hear about that horrible news. I'm not religious at all either...but u kno what? I'll pray tonight for them. And i'll include u in my prayer because u inspired me to.

love u babe
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[mutedmonologue]

i'm glad your day was good, cookiepie!

you deserve only the best!

i remember you saying that your dad went out and bought you a gift - what was it?! squee!!!

love you! xxx

[_patricia_]

I don't know if it's gonna work but I'll pray for them. I hope you're OK little cookie xxxxxx

[mutedmonologue]

i'm sure it'll help, sweetheart :) you're so lovely!

[huggles]

[gingertabby]

Thanks sweetheart..

That's awful about your cousin, but he's in my prayers, as are the rest of your family. I really hope he's okay.

Love you.

[mutedmonologue]

thankyou, sweetheart! you're the kindest girlie ever :)

i really hope today was as special as you deserve
xxxxxxxxxxxx