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i should. no. i am shutting you off, off from me, off from my head. i don't quite no how yet but i am shutting everything i ever felt for you off. i have to. because i shouldn't be crying and i shouldn't be trying to change myself for you so that maybe you'll see me just a little differently. i'm supposed to be the happy girl that just lives day to ( Read more... )

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i went to a psychic maybe a month ago ( Read more... )

i was going to say something..but forget it...its not worth writing and thinking about all night...

i can't even explain the right now in my head...
i don't think that i can focus on one thing right now...
because words are thrown instead of handed and sometimes hit you like a slap in the face....

<3katey

i realize that i always wanted my life to be like a movie, because there is always that perfect scene at the end.
and sometimes i wish i looked my age, wish i looked like other girls, pretty enough, get a glance once and awhile...not depend on my personality and not depend on trying to make everyone laugh...

i think that maybe things could be right. if maybe i don't fuck it up this time around because the way i figure, i need these people. we all have faults and i would like to restate things i previously thought. because what makes bad people and what makes good people? good people i think are just bad people in hiding, or maybe they are just to fake ( Read more... )

i hope we'll stay like now....

i've learned to speak my mind
like i'm a completely different version of me now
i just haven't figured out if i like it