its not pointless or stupid you are just questioning yourself, which is more good than anything sweety. Self awareness is one thing that i see as a GIFT, knowing yourself and questioning yourself helps you understand yourself and your actions better.
perhaps you feel you dont deserve or should give into the greater tempatation? what sort of relief does each give, is there a difference?
24/7 I question myself. It's frustrating as all hell really. Eh, and I'm still just as confused at myself and my actions.
Heh no I feel that I do deserve everything I get, even self harming myself. They give both the same relief, so I don't know... Hense it being a pointless update.
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perhaps you feel you dont deserve or should give into the greater tempatation? what sort of relief does each give, is there a difference?
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Heh no I feel that I do deserve everything I get, even self harming myself. They give both the same relief, so I don't know... Hense it being a pointless update.
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