i had another fucked up dream last night. basically it starts off in my old highschool but its not my old highschool. everything is all high tech and shit. so i'm in a math class i think and this kid i used to hate from middle school is making comments at drawings i'm making in class. so i tell him something along the lines of kiss my ass and we ( Read more... )

i just had this realy fucked up dream. it all started when i smoked this big ass joint and got realy fucked up. afterwards i was riding my bike around my old neighborhood and for some reason there was some really kickass icp shit playing in my head. next thing i remember i was in mario kart and i was driving around my old cemetery. next thing i ( Read more... )

money fucking sucks. especially when you fucking dont have any. i need to figure out some way to crash the global economy thus bringing in a new age of global chaos. i also need some fucking cigarettes. but at the same time i wanna quit. although i could give a shit less about how bad cigarrettes are for you. i just figure with the money i save ( Read more... )

i can honestly say the past few days have been pretty sweet for me. on wednesday i went into boston to meet up with melissa lupa79. on the way there i picked up manhunt and state of emergency for the ps2. manhunt is fucking ill. definately one of the sickest games to come out in a while. white eating my dinner at the terrace foodcourt i got invited to ( Read more... )

i'm bored as all fucking hell right now. i need the fucking net back in my room godamnit. it can bareley play flash, and dosn't have any games on it. well at least i'll be going out tonight. i'm gona be meeting up with lupa79 around 8ish. but in the meantime i gotta find something to ocupy myself with for the next 2 hours. grrrmotherfuckness. boredom ( Read more... )

well i did some more thinking today and i'm actually reconsidering moving now. for one there would be no public tranit where i am thinking of moving and i dont wanna have to rely on other people for rides all the time. not to mention i still wanna be able to goto college. also as much as it sucks to be in my current situation, i also thought about ( Read more... )

well i just got back from a long walk and did alot of thinking. basically right now i'm confused about alot of shit and i ultimately decided to get out of the relationship i'm currently in at the moment. i still love my kellie and all but i feel like it would be best for me to not be tied to anyone till i get shit straightened out in my head. ( Read more... )

my moods are fucked up. when i'm feeling good i'm feeling really good. but when i'm feeling bad, i feel pretty bad for the most part. i wont go on a whine session or anything but theres some way i gotta get away from the shit that bothers me. but how the fuck are you supposed to get away from reality without dying. i'm sure i should just find some ( Read more... )

its a me again and such. i can honestly say i had a pretty kickass 4th of july weekend. it pretty much started when i met up with camilla on friday. we pretty much just chilled and smoked and later on we went to this cemetary to take pics. that was pretty kewl for the most part. hopefully we can get the pics up soon ( Read more... )

just woke up a while ago and i'm chilling here with beverly (neitherday). my birthday kicked ass yesterday. definately makes up for the shittyass one i had last year. basically my family is away for the weekend so i have the whole house to myself till sunday. i'm fucking tired though. i'm gona get ready to drop beverly off in about a few minutes. i'll fill ( Read more... )