I don't know what's wrong me. I'm so, I don't know blah. I mean I should be somewhat happy, but I'm not. Family life is not going too bad, I finally got a car, work is going ok, but it's like I can't be happy. For long periods of time anyways. Not to say I'm not necessarily depressed. I DON'T walk around crying or thinking "Oh god, I don't want to ( Read more... )

Yeah. So it's been forever since I updated. Not much has been going on. Except my sister came home. Oh and I bought a car. Yeah, for me. It's a 95' Nissian Sentra. It's the cutest little car. Lifes been kinda blah. My job sucks and I've realized all guys really are pieces, except my buddy Steve. But hey at least I got a car. I haven't been out ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm going to go crazy. Actually I'm a little scared. I can't sleep, I can barely eat, and is just a complete bitch. I've been getting really bad headaches that refuse to go away. I way up in the middle of the night and it takes me forever to get back to sleep if I get back to sleep. Somebody help me. Shoot me in the head or something. I ( Read more... )

So things are starting to look up for me, well for the most part. It's just been really umm... depressing/upsetting time for me. To start Josh is a piece. I don't know what do with him. It's kind hard to just cut him off, cause wouldn't you know I care about the douche.( A little upset if you can't tell.) Then my cat had kitties, which should of ( Read more... )

Blah. Hey, so I'm home from Tennessee. I had a lot of fun. It sucks to be home though. I'm suprised I had so much fun. I think most of is that I met so many new people. I should be posting some pictures soon. The best part about Nashville was the bands. They weren't bands from Nashville they were just passing through. The bands that I got to hang ( Read more... )

One more thing I forgot to metion I got a haircut. That probably doesn't mean anything to anyone who doesn't really now me. But it's a big deal to me and those who know that my hair is like a big deal to me. Cause for those who don't I've never really had a haircut. But anyways, I'm happy about, in fact I love it. I let my friend Jessica do it, ( Read more... )

I don't know why I haven't said anything before, but I'm going out of town tomorrow. My friend Courtney and I are going to Tennessee for a few days. She's got some friends there she wants to see, and doesn't want to go alone. I think I'm her only friend that can go because I'm not in school and have a job were i can take a few days off. I'm a ( Read more... )

So tell me why my best friend in like the whole world is crazy. She doesn't think that I think of her as a friend anymore. Well the thing is she's not just my friend she's also my sister-in-law. We've always been close until recently. But it's not my fault. I work almost all the and so does she. I don't drive quiet yet and until recently neither ( Read more... )

Yeah. So I like this new band. Which is weird because I know the guys in the band and I didn't think I would like them. I knew almost all the guys in the band before I knew they were in one, and for the most part they don't look like they'd be in a band. But for the most part they are all pretty cool. It's a band called Chronic MD. They are a band ( Read more... )

Yeah. So last night was a little weird. I went out like I normally do on Thursday nights, partially to see this guy Josh I met there a few weeks ago. Well while waiting for my friends I see some guys I know. And they just happen to be this guy I know, Juan's, cousins and friends. Now me and Juan have gone out on a few dates and I don't know, he's ( Read more... )