my sickness...

[mutescars]

So lets close the door, swallow the key and hope walls can't hear...i can't stand to look at myself i feel a feeling of bitterness and origins of hate arise. My knucles are bloody and shattered glass lays before me, how long can i pretend to not see whats really there? How many times am i going to try and correct someone when i can;t control myself

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[silentpain87]

-whips tears from face- I know how you feel. Sometimes things do really make sense in your head and when you really do try to tell someone you think may understand..they end up not getting it. That's why I don't bother, no one ever knows what's going on in my head anymore. I am unpredictable & a lose canon to them. Fuck it all. Dreams are meant to be reached threw sleep. When we're awake, its another story.

[engulfedbypain]

Well, when you dream too big and you get upset when you can't reach it, that sounds personal. Don't cancel out everyone in the world and give her less hope then she already has. I think it would be very smart of you to just shut the fuck up next time, cause I won't be so nice again.

Simple Terms: Don't speak out of context, you look like a fucking ass.

[silentpain87]

I just promoted reality. Not dreaming. I'd suggest you shut the fuck up. I see Carmen everyday in class. We're cool. We talk. She knows what I mean. It wasn't a put down just a reality check. I can say whatever I want anyways, if she says stop I'll stop. You have no right.

[engulfedbypain]

No right? HAHA! Of course you would say that, cause you have no fucking idea who I am. Let me inform you, I'm God. I made you, I can fucking break you. As for me shut the fuck up, XD. Never, skank.

It wasn't a put down just a reality check.

Do you read anywhere in that comment of me calling it a put down? I'm saying it could be taken that way, and obviously, it wouldn't be something needed, jackass. Also, I don't care if you talk to her 24/7, doesn't change the fact you are a stupid shit.

You have no right.

God has every right to tear you a new ass, so I would just quit commenting. Good job, cunt. ^^

did i miss something?

[mutescars]

i know that dreams have nothing to do with reality and i do understand what you ment steph, and scott don't worry about it, it was in no way offencive and i do understand your point too. i really appriciate both of your thoughts but it's nothing to fight each other for...thus me saying many times people don't understand what i mean and take it the wrong way or lightly...thanks for the concern both of you but insulting each other makes no sense because BOTH of you don't know each other.
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