well this is odd but i pierced the web of my tounge ^_^ my camera sucks right now but i'll post soe pictures of it later,yay.
XxCarmenxX

some photo i took.comment.

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been around...
not feeling like myself..
but i guess thats okay...
what does it feel to be normal anyways?
pfft,who cares anymore.
striving to be yourself and backhanded into being what they say you are.
Not sure whats next,
not sure i care.
Memories fading,scabs healing-nothing left.
Been a long time
since
anything.

7 Different Places You'd Like To Live ( Read more... )

hey,guess what guess what?? heh,it's my birthday.Funny thing is that my whole family didn't even realize until i slightly mentioned it...my mom thought it was the wrong date today (she thought is was july 29th today),my step dad wasn't sure if it was today or tomorrow,brother was stupid when he found out and drenched me in shaving cream (an ( Read more... )

K...some website wants me to be a fetish model and be their girl for august...whoa.Me a model? heh.right.the name sounds pretty cool though, Devil Dolls,heh.on a lighter note my bithday is a few days awy so thats cool,i'm not going to do anything,besides that day i work work anways.My aunt and uncle are here in massachusetts...i really don't want ( Read more... )

omg my hair is hot pink O_O

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It's been awhile since i have really asked myself how i really am...and how i really feel...just been selfishly pretending to be okay and happy when in reality it's just a lie.
I wonder where the memories hide when we block them out and hide them from the hateful worlds eyes to see...the shame of being seen by the petty humans we try to please so ( Read more... )

New Poetry:

Wake up Hate

I feel so angry within,

just want to punch something in

Just want to feel that this anger has something to heal,

can't think of all the senses it seals...

never thought i could have so much hate,

and i'm a few years late,

no i won't stop to think-

I'll Prove myself stronger in less then a blink...
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I'm sitting outside.The breeze sweeping lightly at my cheek and my hair ( Read more... )