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[mutilatedbabe]

I have been from Athens to Crete and back. I learned that you should never drink heavily on an overnight ferry with a 6 am wake up call, twice in one week. I learned that I love the island of Crete. I can only hope that we can enjoy one another again in my life time. I have learned that the people of Crete are a lot friendlier than people in Athens

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[solventsea]

I think I've read through every post. Noticing each long silence between you and I.

Man I admit I'm a little drunk on wine and feeling lonesome because Jasons out, but still. I still miss my best friend. I wish I could put into words the way I feel about things. Some times I feel worth it, and some times I don't.

I've been rather wishy-washy about it these days. I kind of wish you were here to work it out with me. As a team instead of this one sided conversation I'm stuck with.

[mutilatedbabe]

I will be home on the 21st. Once I return we'll eliminate the one sided-ness. I have taken too much for granted and not paid the appropriate attention to a lot of areas in my life. I will see you soon, an ocean and continents between us for this long is so rediculous.

[solventsea]

Literally or figuratively, either way I agree.

Ugh...

[solventsea]

John killed himself the night before. I don't know what to do with my thoughts. I wore his tshirt yesterday before I knew he had and found some of his writing. That night I was up until midnight crying and crying for no reason at all. Now I think I might know why. I am so sad for him. So sad for his folks and for little Serafina. Just don't know.