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i'm such a nicer person than i used to be

so i went to a 7 hour conference today called the world seen
it was all about various beliefs and the messages today's media is sending
it was amazing

most important Thing

i don’t understand how one person
can mean so much to me
you are my entire reason for being
the very air i breathe
it makes no sense that one little girl
could be the center of my universe
the apex of my entire world
the most important Thing

so recently someone reminded me i need to post some of my new-er poetry and songs.... i haven't written anything recently but here's some stuff i have lying around

crowded and ALONE

it’s strange how i can feel so alone
when i’m surrounded by my family at home
and the way it seems i have no friends at all
when i’m walking with them through the ( Read more... )

i know she's
all that he ever loved
at 17
too bad to her he was
a passing thing
only temporary
til she finds
someone with everything
.
all he ever does is walk alone
man he can only can walk so far before...
all he ever does is look inside
he dont need nowhere to hide...

my father was there
in a chair by the window
staring so far away
i tried talking
just whispered so sorry... so selfish...
he stopped me and said
child i love you regardless
and there is nothing you could do
that would ever change this
i'm not angry, it happens
you just can't do it again

but she has a boyfriend. the kid is a tool, and you're not. he has no redeeming qualities, and you have about 38, even when you're hung over. you could kick his butt, and you've never been in a fight in your life. he treats her like crap, and you would treat her like the princess she believed herself to be on halloween in 1988.

my friend is getting married in a week

he's 17

there's a switch that gets hit
and it all stops making sense
and in the middle of drinks
maybe the 5th or the 6th
i'm completely alone
at a table of friends
i feel nothing for them
i feel nothing
nothing