Ok so i haven't written in a while because suprisingly my life is going pretty well. I have been keeping myself busy with school and basketball ( Read more... )

So i was just told by the guy i thought was the one...the it of all its...that "we aren't together and we will never be". Wow. That was a shocker. It really hurt at first because i just don't know how to deal with it. I mean i just don't know. But at the same time it was almost like closer. And now that i think about it. If he had said it to me ( Read more... )

So i have surpased my big challenge. I challenged myself to not call peter until he called me and my goal was at least until tuesday. Ohhh goodness i'm almost there! Almost almost!!! But yeah moving along smoothly by keeping busy ( Read more... )

So i just finished watching "Saved" with my roomie. Pretty good movie. I thought it was cute and good. It made me laugh so that was good ( Read more... )

So i've been a total psycho bitch lately. It has been really weird i think it is my damn hormones. They are going insane and it is causing my to have mood swings like crazy. I saw Peter on friday but didn't get to talk to him and i think that caused everything to just explode. It has been so frustrating ( Read more... )

So i'm back at school now and so far everything has been ok. I've been keeping myself busy which is good. i miss Peter a great deal but he came down last weekend for new years and i got to spend some time with him and we got to talk (A Lot) which was definitely needed and it was nice. I like talking to him. He is such a sweetheart. Ohhh goodness it ( Read more... )

So it is official. Peter and I are done. He broke up with me on thrusday night. Wow it was really sad. I am so depressed but trying not to be because it is christmas time. It is just really hard. I am trying not to call him because he wants to live his life. So i feel that if i was to call him i would be interfering with that by being something ( Read more... )

I don't know what's wrong with me. I have been in this depression stage for quite a while now. It is like i really need to see my family and the closest thing to that is Peter. So i need him more and so i am extra annoying by complaining about not being able to talk to him enough even though things haven't changed and not seeing him enough even ( Read more... )

So the semester has ended and i feel a lot different than i felt last year. I still feel like we have school but we don't which is a big excitement. But it is also a bummer because everyone is leaving and i want to go home!! Man this blows. But we do get the dorms to ourselves which is sweet. So basketball is my life right now...the only thing that ( Read more... )

So i am at Peter's again. This weekend has been pretty good. I mean the times that i didn't get to see him were pretty rough. But yeah. I can't sleep which sucks because peter is asleep and i have no one to talk to. He can fall asleep in the blink of an eye. So i feel so stupid and soo horrible. I didn't get his parents a christmas gift peter was ( Read more... )