Comments | mxcnpride01: Oh well

mxcnpride01

Oh well

Mar 31, 2005 07:37

Text Message from heather: Jordan well u know wut if we werent you true friends we wouldnt have told you and we never said you werent are friend we just think its not right how you seem to act like everyone else i am really sorry if i hurt you i just hope one day you will be able to forgive me.

Ok, Becca got to be a bitch yesterday, its my turn ( Read more... )

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pinkdarknesscry March 31 2005, 16:05:26 UTC

I'm not on anyones side but gosh guys we all build are own personality on the world around us and friends so we all need to just get along

Jordan - you are very nice and sweet
Becca - you are funny and romantic haha
heather - you are hilarious and you have my back

and so when you guys fight it really hurts me so please just get along

OH YEAH PLEASE DONT GET MAD

TODAYS MY BIRHTDAY

Really mean... mxcnpride01 March 31 2005, 17:24:11 UTC

Now that I go back and read that, I realize its really mean. And Becca really really sorry I put that, but right now theres too much going on in my life, that I really cant take hetting mad at you. I told everyone, that Im going to stop being mean to you, and to stop the fighting. And I was really trying yesterday, but after p.e. and that, its just too much for me right now. I just need a break from it all. There are times when I wish I was home schooled so that I can stay away from all of this. Cause all this drama, is litterally killing me. Everyone wondered why the Green Day- Boulevard of Broken Dreams, and Simple Plan- Welcome to my life, were songs that relate to me most. Well this is y, cause I CANT TAKE LIFE ANYMORE. And I know im not the only one. There are people who cant take it either. But there are times that make me feel like if I were dead, or never born, things would be sooooooo much easier, and thats how I felt yesterday. Especially for my mom.

menmysexyshoes April 1 2005, 03:08:40 UTC

hey jordan i am really sorry 4 erything and i know u 4give me but i still feel really bad i just wish dat no1 ever pointed dat out 2 all of us cause den this would have never happened. ne ways dats good dat u r 4giving becca cause i learned da hard way its not good 2 hold grudges i did and i lost one of my good friends but den we talked about 4giving @ church and i knew wut i had 2 do so i am really happy dat u relized dat b4 u lost her 4 good. ok well dat is all i will post cause i dont want it 2 be really really long.

mxcnpride01 April 1 2005, 04:36:18 UTC

Its okay, I've learned to forgive, and I have. Its just I seriously need time away from all of my drama with Becca. And I'm not saying its her fault its mine mostly, cause now that I think about it, I'm the one who usually starts it. So I've got to spends sometime, trying not to be the bitter person I usually am. Cause its not fair for me to be yelling at her and Leah all the time. And I cant believe it took me so long to figure it out, but it did. And know I feel bad. Because so many feelings were hurt, and I cant take that anymore. My councience is eating away at me. So for now, I just have to spend sometime, figuring out my path to God. Figuring out what I'm supposed to do to get over the bridge, that I have built for so long. So for now, I need to figure out how to change what I've become. And hopefully it wont take too long.

things will never change ineedu_plz_come April 1 2005, 05:20:59 UTC

im happy that everyone is starting to pick up the peices but i do know that the friendships that ended will ever be the same again and theres nothing we can do about it any more...................