I haven't eaten since 12am yesterday.

[mxkittie]

I am considering revisiting my psychologist sometime soon. Obviously this is not an easy decision. Anyone ever get that feeling where your mind and subsequently everything around you is falling to pieces? Where every waking moment is an illness? There are very few things keeping me tethered here. I wish I had the heart to grab onto more.

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[entropicflux]

it's exceedingly disturbing once you've acknowledged that all of your reality is essentially just perception. what happens when your perception is incorrect? what follows? it's a dangerous line of thinking.

[mxkittie]

I've gone that far before, and it's very hard to return from. Everything changes. Sometimes that darkness is the only thing that can comfort me. Very few can understand this, and everyone else calls you crazy. It is a cold and lonely place... but that's not necissarily a bad thing, is it? Heh.

[entropicflux]

well, we carry on. slowly, but we learn.