i don't care.
my mom woke up in a bad mood.
which causes everyone in the house to be in a bad mood.
this sucks.
and i can't go anywhere for 2 weeks.

i don't feel good.
i'm going outside to lay in the grass.
<3

i seriously don't know what's going on.
i guess i had no reason to cry last night.
but i'm so confused.
:/
i talked to ross and alex about it.
they help.
a lot.
<3

oh. i took some pictures.


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i cried last night.
a lot.
i don't know why.
but, i did.
the tear stains on my pillow grew.
i should probably wash it.
but that's my special pillow case.
i always cry on it.
but my God, it has a lot of mascara on it.
i think too much.

ross, i'll tell you about it this afternoon.
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i figured, since i haven't updated in a while, that it would be good to do that ( Read more... )

i know i haven't updated in a while.
nothing really exciting has happend.
i'm going to warped tour with ross, matt (her boyfriend), and some of his friends.
that should be fun.

i need to go school shopping.
all i've gotten already is my bookbag.
haha WOW A BOOKBAG.
i need some cute shirts.
all i have are t-shirts.
lame.

last night that is. well, we are in the process of moving. so my brother's bed is at the other house. he was going to sleep in my bed last night. well, we were getting ready, listening to music and just standing on my bed for some reason(idk. it was on the floor because all of my furniture is at the new house) and andrew looks over at the wall and ( Read more... )

job hunting that is.
yeah, i'm looking for my first job.
"...oh how cute..."
>_<
i'm going to subway. hopefully i can get a job there. callaway never called so i was like eff their dumb asses. but i'll probably work fantasy in lights this christmas. i've already got a spot. so yeah.

oh i'm also getting my hair cut today. i'm pretty happy about that ( Read more... )

i like to walk into the guys bathrooms in public places
because the guys look at you funny.
especially big black guys.
and then i'm like "what are you looking at?"
:)

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i don't use this journal anymore.
i have a new one.