Comments | my_0wn_creati0n: endless cycle

my_0wn_creati0n

endless cycle

Oct 05, 2005 15:14

So for once I got up early today. I've been sleeping in later and later everyday. I had to get up early so I'd be able to use my mom's car so I could go see my shrink. I've been seeing my therapist for over a month now and I'm still not totally sure what I'm getting out of it. We talk about what's going on in my life, how I feel about shit, etc. ( Read more... )

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i love you tone dizzle! waste_ur_breath October 5 2005, 21:28:48 UTC

I think your therapist is right, you are very patient and very generous! Don't give up sweetie! I'm always here for you! Haven't gotten to hang out much latley tho :( oh well, maybe if your home 2nite we can chill! I love you!

_chesley_

I love you all_the_truth October 12 2005, 08:14:36 UTC

However I do hate how you mention how patiant and understand and fogiving you have been for me, and ALWAYS seem to forget to mention just how fucking patiant and there for you I have been.

I dont think you see how bad it bothers me that the way you talk shapes peoples ideas about me, and there all wrong. you are not the only one giving Tony, and you are not the only one who has been patiant.

When I talk about us to anyone I 110% admit my fuck ups, and my wrong doings, and I even justify whatever you might be doing wrong. Thats because I love and do respect you, and I dont want or need people thinking low of you, just to make myself feel better.
I really do just wish that you would just not mention me to others or you would put it all out there, not just one side.

Re: I love you my_0wn_creati0n October 14 2005, 08:27:35 UTC

Fact of the matter is, what we've had for the last year has been one sided (yours). There is no doubt that you're there when the shit hits the fan, but beyond that, in the day to day, you don't do anything but make me miserable. I'm done, I can't do it anymore. I've been giving and giving and giving, and I have been very fuckin patient and understanding of your situation, but as your comment clearly shows you're totally clueless to the way things truly are. Maybe you think they are the way you talk of, but they're not. You say you learn by examples, here ya go ( ... )