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Nov 27, 2005 09:47

i hate myself for losing you ( Read more... )

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mikistoroo November 27 2005, 15:59:42 UTC
wooOah there. i almost lost u wen i read the last line. its like one of those.. mai sister's cousin's friends' dad's mom's sister kinda thing. hAhAHAH
ok i shouldnt b laughin. at least u r still friends unlike a lot of couples when they break up.. they dont evn talk to each other. u & matt r different. u 2 r like lovey dovey cant separate.. although u separated. ~_~ dont hate urself so much like me. evn if u hate urelf i lOve u LOTS!

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my_7rhinoceros November 29 2005, 14:56:25 UTC
yeah i had to re-read that last line like many times to make it simplier but it didn't work. because that's what i felt and it was the easiest way i could put it..if not the only way. but yeah. it sucks so much. but i'm so glad that i got to talk to him yesterday at least. i think we'll make it..that is my hope..as is his. we'll just have to wait and see.

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noir_doll November 28 2005, 13:43:07 UTC
i'm sorry jill
:(
when did you guys break up??
omg you are sooo right! ppl at msmc are breaking up w/ their men!!!
i already know two ppl who did that....and i'm not surprised of it happens to me next...
well, at least you guys are friends <3
what happened?? tell me details!!!
seriously, please don't hate yourself because THAT'S NOT HEALTHY!!
you gotta <3 yourself!!!!!!
<3<3

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my_7rhinoceros November 29 2005, 22:51:06 UTC
it's ok. it was like 2 sundays ago, the 20th. it's hard to explain. hopefully i'll see you soon at school and be able to talk and just chill with you because i haven't done that in a loooong time. but yeah it seems to me that lots of people at school are just dropping their guys. although, i didn't necessarily drop what i have with him. we still love each other..it's just more like without the label and deep connection that comes with "being boyfriend & girlfriend." we're trying out the friends thing. in hopes of nothing bad happening. and i'm happy to report that after talking to him on the phone yesterday, i wasn't hating myself..as much anyway. i don't know. i think all he needs right now is a friend to be there for him, and if he wants, i'm happy to be that friend for him. :) sooo yay! i <3 myself! hehe thanks, ida for being here (or rather read) about what's been going on. i hope things turn out fine for you too. ♥

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