i wish i knew what was going on ( Read more... )

white zinfindel & sierra mist = gooood shit
and while watching mean girls with hils, ian and el.
& most of all, unexpected phone calls from someone really special ♥

a little heartbroken
..but i hope it's for the best.

Last night at the closing show of Little Shop of Horrors at my old high school went really well. For once the sound wasn't that bad. Hehehe and anyone who was involved in the productions there know how bad the sound can be. It was also a very special occasion in that it was Matt's & Chris Bracken's birthday yesterday. They had their birthday crowns ( Read more... )

Yes it is true. I'm feeling a LOT better. I wish I could hang out with him though soon. I'd love to take him out for his birthday in TWO DAYS! But unfortunately, that's not going to happen. But I will be able to see him on his birthday at the closing night of the play. I'm so psyched for this weekend. I was thinking of going to see Harry Potter ( Read more... )

i feel so much better that i've gotten allll my thoughts across to matt now ( Read more... )

now, a day after of thinking about what i last wrote in here, i think i am blowing it out of proportion. but it still doesn't erase the fact that i'm feeling like this. because i don't want this to end up like the other one i had with "the asshole" because matt's waaay more special than that asshole. and i don't want this to slip away because of my ( Read more... )

some of my emotions are tooo great right now.
greater than you and me.
to deal with them, i'm not quite sure how.
and i'm not sure how it will be.

<-- wow lyric moment.

so if you need a good "laugh-at-someone else's-pathetic-life" then read on..
..or if you just don't give a damn, i don't expect you to read..but i seriously feel like i'm at a ( Read more... )

little shop of horrors was great!
if you get the chance this weekend, go see it @ st. monica's
Friday 8pm
Saturday 2pm & 8pm

this "My LJ" section is new..isn't it ( Read more... )