As honest as I can get.less_than_jessAugust 20 2005, 21:49:42 UTC
I wake up each morning with a panicked feeling - feeling like today will be my last chance... for something. I have to get out.
And some days I spend every conscious moment trying to quell the panic inside. And sometimes this hopeless urge to escape just overcomes everything. It feeds into this intensely sharp, unbreakable energy. I start pacing and I can't sit down. If I'm at school the effort of staying in my seat drains me of all my energy. Staying in my seat drives me to the brink of tears. My hands start shaking. I bite my lip until it's numb from keeping in my screams. Then the feeling vanishes. I'm left feeling empty and used.
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DON'T TELL ANYONE!!!
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And that's not healthy.
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And some days I spend every conscious moment trying to quell the panic inside. And sometimes this hopeless urge to escape just overcomes everything. It feeds into this intensely sharp, unbreakable energy. I start pacing and I can't sit down. If I'm at school the effort of staying in my seat drains me of all my energy. Staying in my seat drives me to the brink of tears. My hands start shaking. I bite my lip until it's numb from keeping in my screams.
Then the feeling vanishes. I'm left feeling empty and used.
Too honest? Probably.
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