I don't know what to say anymore. I kind of give up, I wish there was somehting I could do to help her but all I do is end up kiling her a little bit more.SHe can't keep me and he doesn't want to keep me anymore.....gah I don't freakin belong anywhere with anyone.Its better to just runaway and forget about everything. getting mesed up no longer ( Read more... )

I'm done ( Read more... )

So there comes a point in everyone's life(my friends) that you realize that the shit you do has an affect on everyone else around you as well. That sometimes you harm others more than you would like, I don't think he's gotten to that point yet, but than again I don't know

Now I see what it really does,how much it's destroyed, all of what it has taken away. Now you're too far gone and I know I can never get you back I lost a part of my life, it wil never ever come back to me. its much more than the loss of innocence much more than losing anything before, its the loss of humanity in your eyes. They are so dead, you ( Read more... )

sometimes the biggest thing you can do is say nothing at all.I give up on people, from now on I don't expect anything, and I hope that people have the same expectations of me. It's just too much pressure.
I hate feeling used.
I hate feeling you
i hate feeling used by you...
what the freak??

' A world without memory is a world of the present. The past exists only in books, in documents. In order to know himself, each person carries his own Book of Life, which is filled with the history of his life. With time, each person's book of life thickens until it cannot be read in on sitin. And then comes a choice-accept the burden of time or ( Read more... )

I don't understand how you can turn around and tell her that you 'love her. I don't understand how you can talk to her whne you despised her so much. I don't understand how you can walk right next to me and turn your head just so you wont have to look at me. I understand any of you and how you can lie to yourselves and say it never mattered, that ( Read more... )

So last night was hella fun I hung out with everyone, relaized that hiding out isn't going to make the situation better or make the idea of you teo associating any better. So now I' m waiting to go out to brunch with Amanda and I'm watching Lost in translation, it is such an amazing movie. So yea ( Read more... )

I missed Taylor alot today, he wasn't in school and French class just wasn't the same without his woodsman jacket...yea...van I know you wanna tap it but you're gonna have to have a lil bit more self-control in public places....gah!!! so yea...MUAH!!!

Sometimes I just can't control it...

so yeah schools started i don't think i've posted since school started. Everything is hella crazy but its hella cool if you get what I'm sayin. I've gone like 7 weeks now, TOO PROUD!!!!!!!!!!!porps for me, sometimes I find myself thinking I'm black, when in reality I'm Colombian I mean who would've thought. Dude its crazy you don't really thin ( Read more... )