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May 31, 2004 18:54

im a fuck up.. really.. and IM SORRY.. i cant talk to jeff or carrie becuase i have a problem with telling people my feelings..its been a problem for all of my life.. and i know if i go up to them and tell them ill start to cry then studder.. i hate that.. i really with i could get my ass in to gear and go over there and talk to them but i just ( Read more... )

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***Jeff Ashcroft*** anonymous May 31 2004, 22:17:09 UTC

KC im not mad at you and you can come talk to me whenever you want. we need to talk because look at all the shit this has caused. i dont want every 1 to b pissed at eachother so please talk to me and lets put this behind us. Jeff

TO::***Jeff Ashcroft*** my_bloody_lips June 1 2004, 10:31:19 UTC

Thank you Jeff. i really do want to talk to you but then carrie told me that she didnt want to be my friend any more so i figured you didnt either. i wrote out my sorries because i have a problem with telling people my feelings tward them

this is what carrie read then she told me seh didnt want to be my friend.. and this was to you too but you never got online::

sorry.. i really am. i shouldnt have said it..i dont know any way to get shit off my chest..and i figured id type it out. but i guess it just got me into a lot of trouble.. i cant go up and tell you guys because ill start to cry then studder then i still wont be able to tell you what i need to because i wont be able to effing talk..what do you want me to do to make it up to you?.. ill do any thing for you guys..I'm Sorry.:'(

its not that great but i am sorry. you have no idea how bad i feel and i really didnt mean for it to be bashing i didnt realize what it sounded like.

i really do want to talk to you but i dont know when(when ever you have time)...

sorry again. Kayse

LISTEN TO ME FOR ONCE!! anonymous June 1 2004, 13:12:52 UTC

KAYSE... hello i never said i didnt want to be friends with you..thats all i ever wanted to do was be friends with everyone damnit! I told you that i needed time to think about this shit and to see if i could trust you because you never intended to talk to me you just decided that you would go and write stuff online thinking that i would never see it and i tried to talk to you i always went to you about my personal stuff .And what do you do,team up with GRACE of all people and spread rumors online!you know you screwed up,and dont try to justify your actions by saying it was what was just on your mind.Even if it was you had NO right to spread it all over the internet!Now you and grace are trying to turn this around to be my fault?How can you honestly say that?How is it that this bacame my fault because i got pissed off..maybe its just me but i think i have EVERY right to be pissed off.kayse, you and i have been friends for too long! I never expected anything like this from YOU! So when i found out, yeah it hit me pretty damn hard... ( ... )

Re: LISTEN TO ME FOR ONCE!! my_bloody_lips June 1 2004, 14:00:26 UTC

i never teamed up with grace. she just read it and wrote that.. i didnt mean for it to be rumors or what ever..and how would i turn something on you..what am i turing??..and how would it become your fault.. i never said anything like that. (confused kinda). and you did say "i dont need a friend like you" ..to me that means *i dont want to be your friend*.. wouldnt you?. and you didnt say you needed time to think. and you Barely went to be with your personal life.. you dont talk to me about htings like that.. i told you you should be pissed.. and i told you if i were you i would fucking shoot me.. i didnt mean for it to be shit talking or rumor spreading.. and ive said that SOO many times.. and ive said my apologies over and over again. and i will again

IM SORRRRRRYYYYYY!!!!!

**Carrie** anonymous June 1 2004, 14:28:00 UTC

WELL LAST NIGHT I TALKED TO GRACE AND SHE SAID SHE HAD TALKED TO YOU AND THATS WHERE THE TURNING IT AROUND ON ME AND MAKING IT MY FAULT GRACE SAID THAT IT WAS MY FAULT BECAUSE I WASNT A "TRUE" FRIEND BECAUSE I AM WITH JEFF AND YOU AND HER STILL HAVE "FEELINGS" FOR HIM.NO I NEVER SAID I DIDNT WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND..WHEN I SAID "I DONT NEED A FRIEND LIKE THAT" IT WAS MEANING THAT I DONT NEED SOMEONE TO DO THIS TO ME WHENEVR I TELL THEM ANYTHING PERSONAL. THAST WHAT I MEANT...GRACE MEADE IT SEEM LIKE YOU AND HER WERE THE BEST FRIENDS THAT HAD BEEN FOR YEARS AND I WAS THE ONE GETTING IN ON EVERYONES BUSINESS AND INTRUDING ON YOUR GUYS'S FRIENDSHIP...

Re: **Carrie** my_bloody_lips June 1 2004, 14:34:34 UTC

i dont have feeling for jeff like that any more. ive said that how many times?.. and it wasnt supposted to turn on you er what ever. i dont even know how that happend.. and i dont know what the fuck to do any more.

Carrie anonymous June 1 2004, 14:37:23 UTC

well grace seems to think you guys are "true" friends to eachother and i wasnt ever...and that pisses me off b/c i only ever tried to make things better for her...and yeah...iam only saying what she told me and why apparently it was my fault

Carrie anonymous June 1 2004, 14:39:56 UTC

So tell me what you truely think about me Kayse? If we are going to try to reconcile and get past this then i need to know. Iam not going to gte mad at you about it as long as its the truth okay?

Re: Carrie my_bloody_lips June 1 2004, 14:45:45 UTC

Carrie. seriously . I LOVE YOU!. your awesome i didnt mean for all this shit to happen. i didnt realize what i had wrote. i didnt mean for it to sound like i was talking shit. i didnt know every one was going to get all pissed off at me and hate me for it. i was just blabbing. and i know i shouldnt have. and im TREULY sorry. to the both of you. i didnt want every thing to get all fucked up like it did.

Re: Carrie my_bloody_lips June 1 2004, 22:42:48 UTC

i just rememberd one thing. if you still wanted to be my friends or what ever..why would you call me a fat bitch?