The survey
Single?: no
Want to be?: sometimes i think it'd be easier, but if it's easy, it's not worth it.
Your birth day: September 28, 1984
Age you wish you were: 42
The color of your hair: reddish brown
Happy with it?: no, i'm in the process of growing out my natural dark brown color for the first time in about 3 years
Your living arrangement?: with my mum and dad
What's your job: secretary and resident reciever of everyone's gossip at church
Piercings?: ears, belly button, cartilege
Obsessions?: making lists, internet
Who is your role model: my parents
What are some of your pet peeves: guys that don't keep their nails short, elitists of all kinds
What type of automobile do you drive: 93 grand prix
What type automobile do you wish you drove: the 2003 Ion that will soon be in my possession
Would you rather be with friends or on a date: on a date
Where is the best hangout: at lindsay and seans
DEEP THOUGHTS
Do you live in the moment?: i find thats a selfish and nearsighted way to live
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:
Do you hate yourself?: nope i'm the way i'm supposed to be
Do you like your handwriting?: it's okay, it's always been messy but it doesn't bother me
Do you have any bad habits?: jealousy, over analytical, jumping to conclusions
What's your biggest fear?: deep water
Can you sing: not a lick
Are you a loner?: depends on where i'm at with myself, what mood i'm in. i tend to have bouts of reclusiveness and bouts of extreme socialness. it comes and goes.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yeah, i always wanted a friend like me :)
Is there anything you fear about yourself?: my mind ruining the good things i have in life
Are you passive or aggressive?: passive agressive
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength is insightfulness in myself and others, weakness is reading too much into that insight
If you could change one thing about yourself?: that i didn't have to go through these cycles back and forth all the time
There are three wells-- love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: Love.
How do you vent?: yelling, throwing things, crying, arguing
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: i'm strong through no fault of my own
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I do not regret, but it is not because I buy into the "everything made me who i am today" philosophy, it still does not make some things right, but i forgive myself and there is no need for regret.
Do you think life has been good so far?: It has had many peaks and valleys, but the valleys always move up into peaks, and always will. yes, life has been good.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: to trust god with everything you have
What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes and the way that i don't gain weight at this point in my life no matter what i do
And least?: my teeth, or lack of them
Do you think you are good looking?: I like myself.
Are you confident?: more than i used to be
what fictional character are you most like?: ehh i dunno
do people know how you feel?: i don't share much unless it is people very close to me
are you percieved wrongly?: alot of people think i am stuck up when they first meet me because i tend to be quiet and shy when meeting new people
.DO YOU...
Smoke?: quit
Pray: always
Go to church?: haha everyday i'm at church
Talk to strangers who IM you?: no, i don't really talk on IM's
Sleep with stuffed animals?: i have to sleep with something, be it human, cat or stuffed animals as a last resort.
Take walks in the rain?: if it's warm rain
Talk to people even though you hate them?: i avoid people i dislike
Drive?: yes i drive
drive fast?: no i usually follow the posted speed limit
Hurt yourself?: yes
Been unfaithful?: yes
Been in love?: yes
Done drugs?: yes
Gone skinny dipping?: yes
Ran away from home?: just spent a few hours pouting and crying in the rock pile out back
Gotten beaten up?: nope
Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: hmm....no
Slept outdoors?: plenty
Thought about suicide?: when i was younger
Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: sigh, those were the days, just falling asleep next to the person you loved most in the world. shoot i hardly remember
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger: no
Thought you're going crazy: many times
Kissed the same sex?: only my girlfriend lindsay, haha
Been betrayed?: yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: i accidently ran over a squirrel on my way to open one morning at taco bell, it haunted me for so long!
stolen anything?: i used to steal from the lost and found in elementary school constantly.
Had a nervous breakdown?: privately
Considered religious vocation?: i wanted to be a missionary for the longest time
CLOTHES
Shoe brand?: i don't buy shoes often, i just buy the cheapest pair i can get away with
Brand of clothing?: whatever i like, i like delias alot
Cologne/perfume?: tommy girl
What are you normally wearing to school/work?: to school - just jeans and a sweater, and um..i wear the same thing to work.
Wear hats?: sometimes i wear a newsboy hat or baseball cap
Wear make-up?: haven't worn makeup in about 4 months
Favorite place to shop: ehh i don't shop much anymore, if i do its just a few stores at the mall or from a catalog
Favorite article of clothing?: my DKNY jeans that are falling apart now :(
Are you trendy?: eh somewhat, i wear whats popular for the most part
Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: yeah, i would have loved that in school
BELIEFS
Believe in life on other planets?: i doubt it, but i'm not informed enough to say either way
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: nope
Magic?: nope
God?: yes
Satan?: yes
Santa?: santa shmanta
Ghosts?: no
Luck?: no way jose
psychics: i'm not sure, i do believe somewhat that there are people that have something in them like that, for evil or misleading purposes.
Love at first sight?: most definitely not
Yin and yang: the concept of it, yes
Witches?: yes
Easter bunny?: totally! :P
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: no
Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: of course
Do you wish on stars?: yes
LOVE, and all that
Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: nope
Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: many a time
do you have a "type" of person you always go after: not physically, but i do have certain qualities i require for me to even think about becoming involved with them.
Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: no
Would you rather be the dumper or dumped?: be dumped
Want someone you don't have right now: very much
Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: no
Do you want to get married: absolutely
Do you want kids: definitely!
Do you remember your first love?: yeah
Still love him/her?: no haven't seen or talked to them in years
Do you consider love a mistake?: no
Do you base your judgment on looks alone: not romantically, but in other situations i tend to judge people by their looks, yes
Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: i don't really care, if i wanted to ask a guy out i would, i bet most guys would love it girls did it more often
What is best about the opposite sex?: their easygoing attitude, and ability to protect and care
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they often let their bodies rule their minds
Are you in love?: more than ever
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
That turned you on: shoot
That broke your heart?: spears
To disappoint you?: ditto
To ask you out?: a boy at school
to make you cry?: spears again
That you thought about?: mum cause she was snoring really loud
You talked to on the phone?: i called mum today from the laundromat to have her come give me more money
You talked to through IM?: i haven't talked on IM's in like....a month
You saw?: mum
You trusted?: TRUST! HUMPH!
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
Smiled?: today i'm sure
laughed?: tonight
Cried?: oh probably about a week or two ago
Danced?: who knows, i don't dance alot
were sarcastic?: i'm sure it was a matter of minutes ago
hugged someone?: i hugged granny goodbye tonight when they left
Talked to an ex?: uhh like 3 years ago?
had a nightmare?: today when i fell asleep on my floor i had a nightmare about granny and grandpa
talked on the phone?: today at the laundromat
Watched TV?: uhh i watched my world lit movies at katies thursday, but tv...? probably like 2 weeks ago
Were mean: i was mean about granny and grandpa after they left tonight
Missed someone?: i miss my boyfriend
Current
Clothes: army sweats and a hooded sweatshirt
Mood: procrastinating/sleepy
Music: like always, nothing. i think i'm getting burnt out on music
Make-up: none
Hair: curly and down
Annoyance: my tooth is coming un cemented so i can't eat alot of stuff and can barely brush my front teeth :(
Thing I ought to be doing: reading and studying for my world lit tests
Desktop picture: pistons season schedule
Book you're reading: the purpose driven life
CD in CD Player: no cd, rob broke my cd player
DVD in player: sleepless in seattle (i was in a sappy romantic mood one night, okay??)
Color Of toenails: nothing
Refreshment: chai tea mum made me
Worry: world lit tests, and scott coming home.