Tears run down my face just like the last ( Read more... )

i got a new green shirt and hot pink eyeshow-hot!

that's all.

i'll be out of town tonight.
later kids!

i woke up with this pit of doubt in my stomach.
i don't know how to make it go away.
damnit
ryan did help though.
with what happened last night.
he said that she deserved to know what was going on.
and to know what kind of guy he really is.
and i agree.
i just don't want to make him hate me ( Read more... )

well, i probably fucked myself completly as far as a certain "friend" is concerned. but i felt that she deserved to know the truth. i owe at least that much to her. and she had to know who my sources were so she would know i didn't make it up.
damnit! i really hope he can forgive me and understand why i had to do it. i don't want to lose his ( Read more... )

i'm feeling a lot better today.
my throat still hurts some and i'm coughing. and i'm pretty weak, but i'm so much better ( Read more... )

wow. i just got an im from someone whom i never thought i'd ever get an im from. right away i noticed her name and i was a little afraid to read it ( Read more... )

still sick as hell.
my sinus' decided they'd like to kick in some pain.
i swear i wanna smash my head in with a hammer.

i'd comment on other peoples journals
but i'm too dizzy and shit.

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i think i'm worse than yesterday.
it hurts so fucking bad to swallow.
i haven't eaten in almost 2 days now.
i seriously just want to cut out my left tonsil.
i'm dehyrated. because it hurts to drink.
fuck!

throwing up sucks.
especially when you haven't eaten all day and it's a bunch of stomach acid.

kill me.

i'm feeling super shitty right now ( Read more... )