well frost. seltz retired. some one is stealing medicine formt he little kids. seltz got his house surched. ms berry is a bitch. they have no assistant principal.

well what is our skool comming to?

well any ways. i had a good day in general. people liked my mom song. me and derek are great. skool gets out in 1 day. ambers journal rocks amber is ( Read more... )

well natalie the great made my journal amazing. im never going to change it ever again. she is great !

well actually me and derek are amazing. i meen truley amazing. i love u so much. i cant even explain it. im so greatfull fro you.

well im going to ckeck my journal out.

i feel like really happy cuz i got a new layout. it makes all that lj crap ( Read more... )

change my layout. ?

it makes me feel so artistic.. but all this stupid journal chaos.. it makes me wanna cahnge it. like it will make me feel refreshed. cuz u no my journal is alot of my emotions.

imput?

brittnay rocks my world ! ( if shes reading this ^_^ )

I LOVE U DEREK ! 7 MONTHS IN 5 DAYS ! I LOVE U BABY

OH YEA. if some one is a kind ( Read more... )

Well what did I do today? Hmm.. Lalala oh yeah. Went to the library. Hung out with brittany. She rocks! <3 well derekw asnt here all day so other wise it was boring. Im at home and I decieded to get on my moms nerves so I sang this song over and over until she screamed " amber shut up ur so anoying" it was fun. So im gunna sing it for u ppl to !

I ( Read more... )

hah i checked out the stupid livonia gossip community. tsh. hears a message to the person hu put me out there cuz there stupid and wouldnt let me

" hello, this is my broken dream checking this out. and guess what. ur sick. u cant i repeat cannot post any of my entries in ur community for people to read. yeah so what i was angry at life. keep ur ( Read more... )

well ive been sitting home all day and im bord off my ass. i got into a spat but its all good now. i think.

guess what ! i love derek a lot !  10 days until 7 months . we rock

well. i think im dying of the flu. im in a tramondous amount of pain. thats the last of my diet pills. tsh. mabe.

well i some how convinced my dad to let me go over dereks. me lesh and meghan were there and derek had rudey tom ryan and stalh. it was fun. then i left and got home and my mom threw a fit that i went over to dereks. i felt bad for my ( Read more... )

well. i here a problem bruing.  I FUCKNIG HATE GIRLS. I HATE THEM. THEY TALK TALK TALK TALK TALK AND SHOULD GET THEIR HEAD BLOWN OFF. well ANY WAYS. i here that some people think bad stuff about one of my best friend alica,well fuck u guys, HORES ! leshiis one of the few women i dont hate ! hah. i make my self laugh.

tsh. kill about 3/4 of the ( Read more... )

"Swallow it up in the sound of my screaming
cannot cease for the fear of silent night
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
the goddess of imaginary light

In my field of paper flowers
and candied clouds of multiply
I lye inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me

I linger in the doorway
our alarm clock screaming monsters ( Read more... )

hum. i read some thing. and i can see the futer now. ahh. the past that mad me the horrible joelious person i am. ah murder me for my selfishness. kill me, poison me. i dont deserve to do any thing. AHH ! AHH ! kill amber...

well i decided i hate my self because im so selffish.and i hate to admit it but its true. i dont deseve and one. tsh. no one ( Read more... )