Its a horrible catch 22. If you go wild now until the day you think youre going to die, once you've reached (or past) the child bearing age, unless you've totally fulfilled yourself, you might look back on it and be like, so why did i do this or that, or didnt do this or that. If you live your life wit hthe future in mind, you might die tomorrow, or have little to nothing to tell your kids about life. There always has to be a balance with all things. Enjoy youself, but plan for tomorrow because even though the chances are for you waking up tomorrow, you're really never sure. The flip side is, if you were to die tomorrow, you would want to do something that would fulfill you. Degrading might not still be degrading, but would it be fulfilling? It's all on the person, and what would put you at peace when you die.
I know how u feel. i wish i woulda spent more time with my grandma. my maternal grandma lives in venezuela and grandpa lives in costa rica now. and my paternal grandpa passed away before i was even born. i never took the time out to visit my grandma polly more often. she passed away last year. i was my first and only funernal and it was one of the hardest things to go thru. i'm so sorry for your loss. i feel u girl. i cant wait to be home either! so excited to be with the ones i love once again! peace out homey... <3paula
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There always has to be a balance with all things. Enjoy youself, but plan for tomorrow because even though the chances are for you waking up tomorrow, you're really never sure.
The flip side is, if you were to die tomorrow, you would want to do something that would fulfill you. Degrading might not still be degrading, but would it be fulfilling? It's all on the person, and what would put you at peace when you die.
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Please know that I miss you and I can't wait to see you (in a little over a week)!!
Feel better kiddo. Think of "climbing" the snowy mountains in Seattle.
Love, Sara
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